Grief can be so perplexing… for US, yes, we’re sad. It’s tragic. Often inexplicable. The loss. The gap we feel between when they were here in the physical with us. Then, we can reach for this thought, this sense, that our loved one is in a better place.
But believing (or knowing) is academic and doesn’t necessarily help us change our FEELINGS.
During bewildering times, our feelings can feel:
- Mysterious
- In a fog
- Off putting
- In a daze
- Off kilter
- Or like we’re off balance
It can feel like TIME has sped up or slowed way, way down.
I’ve had to sit with my emotions, in bewilderment, anger, frustration, and confusion during the last couple of weeks in regard to “the letting go” of my first cousin, but also due to the circumstances surrounding his murder. And I don’t want to sit in that upset.

I’ve consciously been working on ways to move through these feelings.
I’ve chosen to work through my grief and look INSIDE of myself as to what makes me put such an emphasis upon “justice.”
Again, as I’ve learned earlier this year:
Feel it. Cry. Let the Energy in motion (emotion) move THROUGH you (not get stuck).
You are loved. So loved. As I’ve said before, we really probably never know how much we’re loved (because most of us don’t love ourselves). But because we are loved, I believe blessings can come INTO us from above, below, beside, outside, and inside.
I believe and sense that collective hearts are with us.
Any perceived loss of life, feels like loss for ALL of us, as I ponder the quote from my dear, minister uncle, here.
Feeling it, the sadness of separation
When a loved one transitions, it is probably an exhilarating and exuberant ride for them into the Grand glorious Beyond, but for US… UGH! It can cause us to feel BIG sadness, and go through stages of grief.
I’m no different than you. I am human and feel all the same emotions, especially when I’m under stress or experiencing turbulent times. I have learned tips and tricks for easing negative emotions, but these are all practices and none bypass or “stuff” the emotions. I believe feeling the need for justice is part of the human experience.
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We are sorry for your pain.
We are with you in spirit.
There is Limitless, Infinite Love available for you.
You are never really ever alone.
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