Integrating the Spirals: To prevent situations such as this (Dr. Mercola versus Barbara Loe Fisher) and embrace ALL of our emotions

One of the things we didn’t do, but I had dreamed of doing, was to take my husband to visit the wonderful monuments in Washington, D.C. I’d hoped that when we moved from Florida to New England we could at least see the Lincoln Memorial, but we took back roads around all the major cities instead (due to much of the civil unrest going on in the USA these days). If you would rather listen instead of read, play the audio (and there’s a few minutes of BONUS info on the audio this time too!):

Here’s the situation in Barbara Loe Fisher’s words

I can imagine how shocked and disturbed Barbara Loe Fisher was when Dr. Mercola abruptly dissolved their longtime partnership and discontinued funding her charitable organization, the non-profit National Vaccine Information Center (NVIC), and caused her to move the Truth and Freedom Monument placed a year ago (see the Instagram post) at the site of Dr. Mercola’s Cape Coral, Florida business–here’s her story.

Screen capture: Instagram video image of Barbara Loe Fisher in front of the monument.

Since I don’t have Dr. Mercola’s side of the story, I will submit a few articles I found (which Barbara may have also referenced).

Here’s the article, Dr. Mercola consulted with psychic before axing top executives from Natural Products Insider.

Here’s a link to Kai Clay’s Bahlon site.

When we feel hurt and rejected

I took my daughter and eldest granddaughter to see Inside Out 2 last night and the main takeaway I got from it is that we need to be able to embrace ALL of our emotions. (Not to give away the essence of the film.) Of course, I aim to help myself and others embrace our emotions in a balanced way.

It was also interesting (and a bit of a synchronicity) to see my Facebook Memories today from a year ago when I posted the following:

My meme: 1 year ago I posted this meme that “It’s time to take WOO – WOO out of the box.” –Sheila Murrey
How have I done? Have I taken enough WOO – WOO out of the box this last year for you? Have I triggered you with any of my posts?

When we feel hurt or rejected, we have a very powerful choice in that moment. We can react out of anger or fear, or we can sit in stillness and go within to clear another layer of past trauma (like peeling layers of an onion one at a time), to be able to feel better when similar situations occur in the future–and as humans it seems, we will always face challenges that can potentially trigger our emotions. I aim to help you acknowledge those moments, clear the trauma, and live with more ease in peace.

My meme: “Did you know the CDC schedule has 79 shots ready for children from birth to 18 years of age? I was born in the 60s and got about 10.” What is going on? Who makes these decisions? True health is not about continuing to vaccinate ourselves. There’s much more to it than that.

I will always believe the definition of true health is to have the ability of mind, body, spirit, and soul and move freely throughout this world in a unique and individual human body experiencing as much joy as possible. 

Each of us carries the power of Omniscience inside of us (some mistake this phenomenon as each of us “being a god”), we can feel hurt and rejected when someone, especially someone we care for and who has cared for us, puts us off, cancels, or defunds us (or shoves something down our throat either literally or proverbially speaking). It’s how one feels when they are fired from a job or abandoned by a spouse or other loved one. In those moments we feel we aren’t a good person, or that we could have done better. We feel hurt down to our most basic of self-beliefs.

If we can simply sit with our feelings, breathe, look through a kaleidoscope or play with a mirror ball (two of the tools I use during an Integrating the Spirals session), or go for a walk and take a good long look at a tree, we may find a sense of relief. We are simply part of the whole. We are a fractal of Omniscience (All That Is).

At the basis of it ALL

I find it easy to maintain a sense of Ego-less meekness when I keep in mind the limitlessness of Omniscience God, and I have written often on the topic. It is the basis for Integrating the Spirals and the bigger picture as well. The result of this self-improvement is to reach the point where we can understand (and befriend the mantra) that in the end, Everything Resolves to Gratitude.

Read my previous post: Limitless God.

Read my previous post: Continuing thoughts on Limitless God.

Yours in expanding, revolving, limitless, spiraling consciousness,

To our better health, ease, and sustaining lives of JOY!

Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey

Audio provided by Otter. Edited with Grammarly.

What I am known for

Be the best version of who you want to be–because if you’re reading my words your soul is probably beckoning you to align with it and live up to your highest ideals. Not perfect because who is perfect? Most stagnate or ‘get stuck’ while on their way to being whatever they think perfection is. Making progress is enough. Carrying your Karma lightly is enough. Be kind to yourself while living responsibly. Who you ARE affects us ALL. We Are All Connected.

Energy/Omniscience (Omnism) governs ALL. Omniscience knows ALL. Omniscience is always with you. You are never alone.

My online Zoom video course, Integrating the Spirals is more timely now than ever because I know people are suffering. (Let me know if you’re interested in working through the Integrating the Spirals course.)

As an empath I want to help ease suffering and raise our vibration to offer hope. I want to uplift others and expand our collective consciousness. I teach breath work and meditation so we appreciate the value of Detachment. We till our inner soil with our breath to calm the amygdala and institute peace. Meditation is an easy way to Connect us with spirit, higher selves, Omniscience God, and receive non-programmed personal guidance.

The information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

About us

My husband is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (with over 400 original songs). You can view some of his artwork and listen to all of his songs at: http://listen4music.com

Here’s a video of us performing on Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

About me, your Spiral Sister



I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture/chiropractor office, natural health foods store, art fair, music, or yoga festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. 

My 4th book is on Amazon and the link where you can check it out (Kindle has the purple cover and the paperback has the yellow cover, but the content is the same): Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally

I invite you to check out my metaphysical book–Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. There are two versions (Kindle and paperback) on Amazon: https://amzn.to/3WV68KF

I’m an Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: “Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert Advice” and “Energy of Receiving” available on Amazon.

Connecting…

For more spiritual and esoteric updates, who we’re connecting with in Ocala, Florida and more, follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/takeonyour

Sharing a wonderful read along from the Healing World Facebook group

If you’d like to read along with me, you can follow the Grammarly transcription of what I said, or read from the images I grabbed from the Facebook group, Healing World. I also shared this on my Facebook page. If you would rather listen instead of read, play the audio:

Good morning, good afternoon, and good evening, wherever you are in the world.

Say aloud

Today only wonderful things await me. They come one after another. Today is an extraordinary day. Beautiful experiences unexpected gifts, money and abundance, radiant health, love in abundance. Life loves me. Everything is fine. I wish all the people in my life that they are happy and prosperous and they wish it to me.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

I am one with the power that created me. And with my hand on my heart, I feel an immense love for myself. Every day. I love myself more and more. I love myself. I prove myself and I accept myself exactly as I am. I bless myself and I bless everything around me I forgive myself, and I forgive everyone. The truth about my being is that I am a unique and valuable being. I am a divine and magnificent expression of life. A fractal of omniscience I say I am power. I am light. I am love. I am healthy. I am abundance. I am Joy. I am at peace. I am harmony. I am happy, full, complete, a free and eternal spirit. And with infinite gratitude, I accept it now.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

I feel satisfied with life. Everything is fine in my world right now. Happy journey walkers, I trust in life.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

I am Sheila Murrey (insert your name here). And it is done. Because this is done.

Love, peace, and light to all.
Author unknown.
Love and light from the Healing World (group on Facebook) and me.

Transcribed by https://otter.ai and edited with Grammarly.

Here’s the original Facebook post:

Image from Healing World post on Facebook

What do you think? Let me know in the comments.

Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey (p.s. We’re on TikTok and Rumble! Search for Spiral Sister)

Have you heard our new smash hit? Let me know what you think in the comments.

In The Mirror, original song by Richard Murrey

Spiral thought: My 4th book is out now, on Amazon. It’s available in paperback and Kindle ebook. It’s on Kindle Unlimited (free to read if you’re a member):

Paperback book cover for Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally–click the cover to go directly to the book on Amazon.

Integrating the Spirals to release anxious thoughts and angst

My online Zoom video course, Integrating the Spirals is helpful now more than ever because I think we could all use more peace and calm in our daily lives.

I’m not a salesperson nor do I believe in stuffing things down anyone’s throat. YOU can let me know if you’re interested in the Integrating the Spirals course. It’s ALL YOUR choice. Wink! HUGS!

As an empath I strive to ease suffering and raise hope. I want to uplift others by practicing what I have learned, till the inner soil with breath—many times, every day—to instill peace and calm. Ahhh…

About us

My husband is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (with over 400 original songs). You can view some of his artwork and listen to all of his songs at: http://listen4music.com

Here’s a video of us performing on Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

I invite you to check out my new metaphysical book–Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. There are two versions (Kindle and paperback) on Amazon: https://amzn.to/3WV68KF

Fractals of Omniscience

In and beyond this magnificent Universe, Omniscience knows ALL. Omniscience is always with you because you are a fractal part of Omniscience. You are truly never alone in this ever-expanding Universe. We are each fractals of Omniscience akin to glints of sunlight on the surface of a large body of water or the rays of sunshine shining upon us.

Fractal of Omniscience. “Spiral Sister”🌀Observer & Perceiver of Energy & Wisdom from Nature. Empath|Author|Connector|Speaker|Singer.❤️🦋🌀🎼〰️🙏🔥☯️

A bit about me, your Spiral Sister

I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert AdviceEnergy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.

Be the best version of who you want to be–who your soul beckons you to be. It’s important because who you are in this world affects us ALL. We Are All Connected.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

Connecting…

I’m on Rumble now! https://rumble.com/v28jhyo-about-control.html

For more on what I say or Grammarly transcribes for me, or images I grab from the Facebook group, Healing World, follow us on TikTok “Spiral Sister” and on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/takeonyour

Integrating the Spirals: Gathering Materials and first session announcement

Introducing a DE-Program course I developed in 2020 and am offering again now, Integrating the Spirals™. If you would rather listen instead of read, play the audio:

Good morning, good afternoon, and good evening, wherever you are in the world.

Gather your materials

Before we begin the DE-Program Integrating the Spirals we want to gather our materials together. Find a tote, bin, box, or table where you can put all of the previous self-help things you’ve bought in the past. Put them in this place. And on your computer, create a new folder for these things, or multiple folders within one larger folder. For a list, refer to the previous post about Prerequisites.

Join me next Sunday 6/11/2023: Integrating the Spirals session

Our first Integrating the Spirals Zoom call will be next Sunday from 1pm to 3pm Eastern time zone (New York USA time). If you want to join, let me know. I am offering these calls for free and if anyone wants to tip that will graciously be accepted via: PayPal.Me/SheilaMurrey but no more than is comfortable for you, recognizing we are all in a different place financially. I’ll send you the Zoom call info when you register by sending your email to me at: sheila(dot)murrey(at)gmail(dot)com – I think you know how to replace the (dot) with a period and (at) with the @ sign to make that work, right? I don’t want spammers sending me email.

Our focus for the first session

  • Begin moving out of fear and struggle
  • Easing out of need to Control the actions of others
  • Honoring our selves (what we really want) and looking at what we bought gives us clues into this
  • Honoring our ancestors (lineage, homeland)
  • Listen to ourselves (to find understanding, self compassion, and healing)

Connecting

Working the Integrating the Spirals™ DE-Program Session 1 will be all about how to get started integrating what you’ve already bought, and connecting with our ancestors (and what do if you don’t know who your ancestors are).

Integrating the Spirals: Fibonacci sequence of a shell

It’s a big topic, and why we need two hours. But don’t worry, We’ll do three 40-minute calls to keep Zoom happy and to have nature/restroom breaks. Depending upon how many want to join, I may buy Zoom again (I used to have it but class sizes dwindled), thus they hold me to 40 minutes. Usually people start to get tired after 40-minutes anyway. Again, we’ll see how this goes.

About us

My husband is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (with over 400 original songs). You can view some of his artwork and listen to all of his songs at: http://listen4music.com

Here’s a video of us performing on Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

I invite you to check out my new metaphysical book–Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. There are two versions (Kindle and paperback) on Amazon: https://amzn.to/3WV68KF

Fractals of Omniscience

In and beyond this magnificent Universe, Omniscience knows ALL. Omniscience is always with you because you are a fractal part of Omniscience. You are truly never alone in this ever-expanding Universe. We are each fractals of Omniscience akin to glints of sunlight on the surface of a large body of water or the rays of sunshine shining upon us.

Fractal of Omniscience. “Spiral Sister”🌀Observer & Perceiver of Energy & Wisdom from Nature. Empath|Author|Connector|Speaker|Singer.❤️🦋🌀🎼〰️🙏🔥☯️

A bit about me, your Spiral Sister

I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert AdviceEnergy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.

Be the best version of who you want to be–who your soul beckons you to be. It’s important because who you are in this world affects us ALL. We Are All Connected.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

Connecting…

I’m on Rumble now! https://rumble.com/v28jhyo-about-control.html

I invite you to check out my two new books on Amazon:

The 2nd edition of my holistic health book, Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.

AND

The metaphysical book–Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. There are two versions (Kindle and paperback) on Amazon: https://amzn.to/3WV68KF

For more on the DE-Program course I developed in 2020 and am offering again now, Integrating the Spirals, follow us on TikTok “Spiral Sister” and on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/takeonyour

Integrating the Spirals: Prerequisites

Introducing a DE-Program course I developed in 2020 and am offering again now, Integrating the Spirals™. This post goes into the prerequisites for the course; the things one needs to do first before joining. If you would rather listen instead of read, play the audio:

Good morning, good afternoon, and good evening, wherever you are in the world.

First things first

What you need to know before we begin the DE-Program Integrating the Spirals.

Prerequisites

  • Make a list of anything you want to work on: incorporating more movement into each day, following through on your To Do lists, getting out of overwhelm, stop procrastinating, break habits, set goals, write a book, organize your closet, move, downsize, live off-grid, rid yourself of anxious thoughts, sleep better, feel less lonely, and so on.
  • Pull all of your previously purchased books, programs, current recurring subscriptions, and favorite authors (list them), favorite speakers (spiritual/motivational/philosophical)
  • Make a commitment to this process and set everything else aside (put current courses on hold if at all possible). We will be working on prioritizing our projects and commitments in this DE-Program so a clean slate is advised (at least for the first two weeks)

Our goals

  • Move out of fear and struggle
  • Ease angst and the need to Control the actions of others
  • Honoring our selves (what we really want)
  • Honoring our ancestors (lineage, homeland)
  • Listen to ourselves (to find understanding, self compassion, and healing)
  • Listen to others intently with presence to learn how you can serve them
  • Drop self criticism and blame (and offer that gift to others as they are open to receive)
  • Organize our own thoughts and priorities to sleep better at night and accomplish more each day
  • Release overwhelm and unworthiness
  • Bloom where we are planted or move to where we are celebrated (Be the Change)
  • Nurture yourself and Nature (Plant a tree or something, walk barefoot)
  • Ease apathy
  • Live in Gratitude

About the Integrating the Spirals meetings

Let’s do these Integrating the Spirals Zoom calls on Sundays from 1pm to 3pm Eastern time zone (New York USA time) and see how it goes. If you want to join, let me know. I am offering these calls for free and if anyone wants to tip that will graciously be accepted via: PayPal.Me/SheilaMurrey but no more than is comfortable for you, recognizing we are all in a different place financially.

Connecting

Working the Integrating the Spiral DE-Program, lifts us out of negative self-talk, breaks us of some of the triggers that get us riled up, brings in more calm and ease, and connects us with others of like-mind.

Connecting with our ancestors, will improve the relationships that we have because we’re gonna get a lot more peace and understanding and gratitude in us for our ancestors. We wouldn’t be here without them. This will also help you feel totally supported. You’re never alone because your ancestors are always there always in your blood. So in a sense, they’re always around you even if you don’t or can’t or won’t see them spiritually yet.

The universe always has your back because you live in it. You’re part of it. You’re a layer of the onion within the onion.

Omniscience God, God Omniscience

You’re a fractal of Omniscience because you’re always a part of something bigger. You are not separate from it. Your Connectedness to yourself and All-There-Is Omniscience is Holism. We use the directions. We use the elements. We will use what we have and learn how to integrate it INTO our daily lives.

This isn’t a course it’s going to try to sell you other stuff.

You’re going to walk away with epiphanies each time. One recent attendee said, “this course opened something inside of me.”

This DE-Program course is a combination of counseling, Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT), body movement, breathwork, meditation, and process management. One could say it’s a holistic, 360 degree full circle time management course. Or a holistic organizational behavior course. One could call it different things because it is more about opening you to YOU than other programs that, well, PROGRAM you!

Integrating the Spirals: Integrating Nature

Imagine this:

You are a seed planted in the dark earth. Little by little things around you begin to inform you. Everything you hear, smell, taste, touch, and see. Yes, as a seed you have physical senses!

You grow and expand day by day until you eventually burst up and out through the dirt into the light!

Every time you got fertilized (shit on), it served you. Every one of these things stimulated your becoming, your growth. These triggers could have pissed you off or make you mad. And without understanding the cause of those events, you grew up but without a clue as to how or why. You only knew you did. And that you exist.

You knew up was warm and bright. You knew down was dark and cold. You knew nothing else. But still you grew.

You are still growing as you read this, and here’s the key. We all are still growing. And everyone grows at differing rates of speed.

Did you appreciate the dirt? In the winter the seed experiences the opposite. Up is cold and bright. Down is dark and warm!

Can you take a 360 degree view of your life NOW from that perspective and allow your observations to expand your consciousness a bit?

That’s what this course does. It opens you for expansion. Are you ready?

Much love and many blessings.

Transcribed by https://otter.ai – edited with Grammarly.

Layers, levels, degrees, and doses

We Are ALL Connected and the decisions of others can and do tug, push, or pull us to the degree we ALLOW. I still believe in personal responsibility because if I influence someone to higher or lower frequency level—I am culpable. Each of us are a layer within the onion, not the whole onion. We are a fractal of Omniscience–and Omniscience knows ALL.

What do you think? Let me know in the comments.

Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey (p.s. We’re on TikTok! Search for Spiral Sister)

Have you heard our new smash hit? Let me know what you think in the comments.

In The Mirror, original song by Richard Murrey

Spiral thought: My 4th book is out now, on Amazon. It’s available in paperback and Kindle ebook. It’s on Kindle Unlimited (free to read if you’re a member):

Paperback book cover for Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally–click the cover to go directly to the book on Amazon.

Integrating the Spirals to release anxious thoughts and angst

My online Zoom video course, Integrating the Spirals is helpful now more than ever because I think we could all use more peace and calm in our daily lives.

I’m not a salesperson nor do I believe in stuffing things down anyone’s throat. YOU can let me know if you’re interested in the Integrating the Spirals course. It’s ALL YOUR choice. Wink! HUGS!

As an empath I strive to ease suffering and raise hope. I want to uplift others by practicing what I have learned, till the inner soil with breath—many times, every day—to instill peace and calm. Ahhh…

About us

My husband is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (with over 400 original songs). You can view some of his artwork and listen to all of his songs at: http://listen4music.com

Here’s a video of us performing on Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

I invite you to check out my new metaphysical book–Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. There are two versions (Kindle and paperback) on Amazon: https://amzn.to/3WV68KF

Fractals of Omniscience

In and beyond this magnificent Universe, Omniscience knows ALL. Omniscience is always with you because you are a fractal part of Omniscience. You are truly never alone in this ever-expanding Universe. We are each fractals of Omniscience akin to glints of sunlight on the surface of a large body of water or the rays of sunshine shining upon us.

Fractal of Omniscience. “Spiral Sister”🌀Observer & Perceiver of Energy & Wisdom from Nature. Empath|Author|Connector|Speaker|Singer.❤️🦋🌀🎼〰️🙏🔥☯️

A bit about me, your Spiral Sister

I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert AdviceEnergy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.

Be the best version of who you want to be–who your soul beckons you to be. It’s important because who you are in this world affects us ALL. We Are All Connected.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

Connecting…

I’m on Rumble now! https://rumble.com/v28jhyo-about-control.html

For more on the DE-Program course I developed in 2020 and am offering again now, Integrating the Spirals, follow us on TikTok “Spiral Sister” and on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/takeonyour

Discussing Integrating the Spirals

Introducing a DE-Program course I developed in 2020 and am offering again now, Integrating the Spirals™. If you would rather listen instead of read, play the audio:

Good morning, good afternoon, and good evening, wherever you are in the world.

Video introductions

I wanted to include in this post a video that I just shared on Tik Tok. I created this DE-Program and its accompanying introductory video in 2020. It was the pandemic time; It was COVID lock-down time. We were living off-grid in the RV that we owned at the time. We’ve since sold. I was out walking barefoot in the sand. I’ve also posted that video. I guess I can include that as well on this. Just to show you what I was doing. And I was doing this almost every day. Barring the rain, or when the idiot (who you will hear in this video) decides to roar his engine and big truck tires down our dirt road. Imagine hearing that noise on a dirt road, I mean–craziness! But whatever, right? Live and let live. And yeah so when he wasn’t interrupting or when he wasn’t out… he almost hit me one day (that’s really why I’m triggered by him probably more than the noise) and just thinking that he’s the only one in the world. Nobody else’s lives in the neighborhood, or matters. There he goes in his big old pumped up (jacked up) 4×4 pickup truck and goes roaring down the street. Sometimes several times a day, sometimes only a couple times a week.

So anyway, I would just rest on my Faith, right? Not be in fear that I would get out there and walk barefoot in the sand and this is one of the results from those walks. I call it Integrating the Spirals now it was integrated spiral when it first dropped into my mind but the talk goes something like this I’ve shortened it to a bit too–since the 45-minute video that went on Facebook in 2020, almost nobody responded to. So the talk goes like this: (Sorry, WordPress wouldn’t allow me to embed a .MOV file, so I had to embed it from TikTok and hope you can watch it whether you have a TikTok account or not).

@sheilaspiralsister

#newprogram to help you DE-Program, bring more #calm and #ease intoyour days whenever you get #triggered This will help you #loveyourself more and #reduce #conflicts

♬ original sound – Spiral Sister

The Talk

Raise your hand if you’ve ever felt held back from sharing your innermost thoughts and feelings on social media. And raise your hand if you’re open to learning simple ways to naturally attract your ideal clients and fans. Sharing your truths is key here and Justin Spencer of chaos and kindness is a prime example for this (the band name is Recycled Percussion if you’re familiar with any of those names). Justin is a prime example. In the area of WoW, motivation entrepreneurship working his ass off since he was 14 or 15 something like, or maybe even younger. And mental health he’s a huge advocate for helping people with their mental health. But like me, he’s not a doctor or a practicing medical professional. So we can only do what we can do right if you need to hear your stuff from a 10-year. schooled Pharma indoctrinated person professional, have at it. But they’ve only caused me issues in my life. I’ll just put it that way. It’s the nicest way that I can possibly say it.

Moving out of fear and struggle

I’m here to share with you how to move out of fear and struggle. I’ve been married three times I’ve raised two children. They’re adults now both in their 40s believe that or not? Yes, I started young. But mostly as a single mom. I got them grown up–whatever you want to call it. I was always working. I was always going to school. I held a mindset, though of struggle. And I was challenged by my second ex-husband who had so many issues he was he’d been fired a gun in my direction one day. And yeah, he was an addict. But through all that, I got to go to a lot of self-help recovery-type programs, group therapies, and such. So you know, always a silver lining.

Dark night of the soul

At one point I nearly committed suicide because I kept making poor choices, and I could hardly make my way out of that spiritually dark place. Even after that, years later, I was faced with a job loss and health crisis previously mentioned about how I lost my faith in the medical profession. The traditional one. That was back in 2004 and 2005. It challenged everything I knew about medical doctors working for corporations and even the law-our justice system is so screwed (thinking back to my cousin’s murder last year).

Honor your innermost being

The teaching point here is to honor your innermost being your inner think inner versus the outer world. Listen, listen to yourself, listen to your body. Meditate. Focus on that breath in. Bring it into as many places and spaces in your body as you can muster. Hold it when you’ve taken in every last little eek bit of air. Just hold it for a few seconds count if you like and then exhale, but exhale for longer than you breathe in. So you would take your breath, let’s say to a count of four, five, or six, whatever you like. Hold it for three, maybe then exhale for 7, 8, 9, 10 and the experts, whether we call them Yogi’s gurus or whatnot, they say if you can make your exhale as silent as possible, you’ve mastered it. You want to make your breath as silent as possible.

Integrating the Spirals

Speak to yourself

So, speak, talk to yourself, record yourself. If you don’t have a partner to talk with. So why might you want to take integrate the spirals? Why might you want to take this course Why do you want to work with me? You don’t know me, right? Even if you know me, do you trust me? Well, for more than 30 years, I’ve been a business analyst means that my brain is always working. I’m always analyzing stuff. It means simply though, I listen. And I ask questions and then I document what I hear back and I run that back by the folks that I just interviewed. And then make sure I captured things correctly, make changes as needed, et cetera. It’s a process. I’m really good at processes. I elicit responses. I’ve been asked in interviews. Well, how do you do that? Well, a lot of it is asking pertinent questions, and staying in the flow of the conversation so that you’re not asking some silly stupid question that doesn’t make a hill of beans worth of sense. To somebody who’s just poured out their heart to you, you know, you want to stay on point on the topic. Be with them and be present. That’s really the key to that.

Listen to yourself and others intently

Be so good at listening, that you can pick up the repetitive words people use. That’s so key. Listen for the repetitive words. I know those words tell so much of what that person is thinking. I know we can ascertain different outcomes by changing these words because we SAY what we THINK. It’s in us. There’s that inner world stuff again. Right? We’ve been saying these words to ourselves, for the first four years. You know, who is that observer in you? Who’s that person that’s in that voice in your head that that’s in there talking all the time, right? That person that’s saying, I don’t know if I want to do that. I don’t know if I want to go there. You know those words. That person (talking in your head) is the judging person. It’s your inner critic. People have said it’s the dark angel on your shoulder, versus the light one. The Light Angel is suggesting good things, positive stuff, uplifting stuff for you to do today. Well, that Dark Angel, that’s the one that’s saying he or she or you, is an idiot. Don’t call yourself that. You’re just unlearned at that moment. Even when I call the loud driver, the guy in the truck an idiot. That’s because I’m triggered that’s coming from a lower point in my vibration. So he’s really not an idiot person. Let’s hope not anyway because he got a license somehow. We assume so. And he’s driving. So he has hands and feet that work right–even though he tried to run me down.

Criticizing and judging never works

Anyway, all that criticizing and judgment stuff. That will never work. It’s just not helpful. That I can’t when I make poor choices, dammit. To Die For. How many times you hear people say, “This is so good; This food is so delicious it’s to die for”? Don’t say that. Just don’t do that. Stop that. And when you hear people say this phrase what? When they say, “Who do they think they are?” We’re your inner critic saying that to you? Who do you think you are? Right? You’re, you know, a pretty smart person. And you have options and you have choices and the world is your oyster kind of thing. Right? So all those words that are stuck inside of you, it becomes overwhelming. Who do we think we are? Well, I’ll tell you who I am. I’m spirit wrapped in an earthly plant. Based body.

What are we made of?

I am really plant nature-based (in this body) whatever you want to call it. I’m an animal, I guess I’m part animal, part plant, but I’m definitely part of the plant world. I’m part of the natural world. I wasn’t machined in a factory. So I’m natural. This body that I inhabit is natural. I am a spirit. I’m from somewhere else. The great Yeshua or Jesus the Christ or the person that you know of whom I’m speaking the man from Nazareth in Galilee, who walked and talked and taught people 2000 years ago. He said that to be in the world, not of the world. And that used to be as a child one of my favorite scriptures to meditate on at night after the nighttime prayer. I would just lay there thinking what does that mean that only differences a couple of very short words and in you know, be in it, but not have it like you’re not of this world? You didn’t know, it’s a very deep vast chasm. When you fall into that thinking and meditate on that. What does that really mean?

When stuck in overwhelm or unworthiness

So, if you’re stuck in overwhelm if you’re stuck in unworthiness, that’s a big one, everybody at those AA meetings and recovery-type meetings is always unworthy, always feeling unworthy. unworthiness is always at the bottom of everything, every place where they get to eventually, there’s always guilt or shame, one or the other, both. But all the shit they did that they felt bad about. Probably shouldn’t have done it, but they get stuck in victimhood, too. That’s a big one, right? Victimhood, blaming stuff on everybody else because why? You don’t want to change. You don’t want to do anything about it. You want to remain just as you are and make the whole world around you change. Yeah, that’s what all the wars are fought about. Or imposter syndrome. Impostor Syndrome. That’s, that’s good too because that’d be like me writing a holistic health book. Right when I’m not a doctor. Am I an imposter? Apathy, apathy is huge. Goes back to that. I don’t give a shit attitude and I don’t want to change but I want the whole world to change to suit me. Never going to happen, folks. Wake up. Big lightbulb moment for you there if you thought you were gonna try to control anything around you.

Apathy

How about the “F-U-C-K that,” right? How about that? That’s right, walking hand in hand with apathy. They’re right. Just not giving a shit; not giving a crap; not given a care, right? And I’m not saying hey, there’s right and wrong to these things. Sometimes it’s good to sit with some of these things. It’s healing you know, you’re letting your feelings rise, cry, let it out. Heal. So all we’re doing we’re all we’re doing is excavating here running a big bulldozer or ditch witch or whatever kind of machinery you’re familiar with a shovel is over you and your mind and your mindset so that you can shake things up and get rid of some you know, just shake the dust off the dirt out, unclutter your mind and help you gain more sense of purpose and balance. help your body heal when you can really some of these negative critical thinking thoughts critical as in you being critical of yourself.

Bless it!

So what might change for us in our lives in our businesses, if we said God bless it instead of Damn it, you know, or I love it instead of effort. Right? Just bless it as God bless it that guy and big loud truck this will all makes sense when you watch the video on town. Yeah, I didn’t have it. planned. I didn’t pay the guy. He was right on cue. It was the synchronicity I mean, it was just so undeniable that that was a synchronicity. It felt right in line with what I was talking about being triggered, and, and he was a trigger for me. I admit it. I have. I have no guilt or shame in admitting that.

Blooming

We can bloom where we’re planted. That’s a good phrase to say to oneself every day I can bloom where I’m planted. One I’ve been saying to Richard a lot lately is, “We’re gonna go where we’re celebrated, not tolerated.” Because I have a feeling that some people just quit caring and you know, they were just tolerating us (for the money we spent while we were out with them. Maybe?). So that’s okay. You know, everybody’s got their own gig, right? Go where you’re celebrated, baby. I mean, let’s spin it to the positive. Every challenge is a barometer. That’s what it is. Look up what a barometer does, when you’re when it’s reading the weather, you know? It’s gonna show us if we’re living our truth, that’s what all these words are doing. They’re showing us if we’re living our truth, and if you’re not thinking first you’re reacting. Okay?

About the Integrating the Spirals meetings

So Integrating the Spirals. I’m thinking about doing these Zoom calls on Sundays from 1pm to 3pm. Tuesdays from 5pm to 7pm, although that’s our dinner time. We’ll change things up one day a week (as for our dinner time) so I have time for this. This DE-Program, if you like that particular time frame, these are Eastern Time Zone times. Or Fridays from 6pm to 8pm. Or I could do anytime on Saturdays.

Let me know in the comments if you’re interested in joining me for this course, initially, since we’re essentially beta testing this right now, I’m thinking there won’t be any charge to it. If you’ll do me a favor. Can you spread the word, share this out? Share this message and tell some people about it. That’d be great.

I also think I want to do a sliding scale in the future when I do charge for this. Let me know what you think about that too. I’m thinking we’ll charge maybe $10 a session, or $25 to $60 for the whole course (but pay as you feel led or what you can afford). And it’s probably going to be take four sessions, but I’m thinking of making it five or six and spreading it out a little because it’s a lot of information. And the whole point is to integrate it in. I just don’t want people to buy things or spend any money at all. Don’t send me one dime if you’re not going to integrate this because that’s the whole point.

We do this course because we all have the books! (And the programs, and the coaches, etc.) I’ve downsized as much as I possibly felt I could but I still have a library of two medium-sized Rubbermaid totes full of books, and then a few more on top of that, so I probably have 30 or 40 books still in paperback and hardcover. I’ve moved as much as I can to Kindle and my Books app. I’ve always got between six and 12 books that I’m reading in progress at any given time, mostly for research for writing the blog and for my books in progress/planned.

Connecting

Anyway, let me know about Integrating the Spiral because this is useful as a book writing process as well. Just learning the DE-Program, getting out of the negative self-talk, and breaking some of the triggers that get us riled up, to bring in more calm and ease and connecting. I didn’t even talk about this yet. Connect. Connecting with our ancestors, will improve the relationships that we have because we’re gonna get a lot more peace and understanding and gratitude in us for our ancestors and we wouldn’t it be here without them. So feel your pulse feel. Know that their blood runs through your veins this will help connect you and it’ll also help you feel totally supported. You’re never alone because your ancestors are always there always in your blood. So in a sense, they’re always around you even if you don’t or can’t or won’t see them spiritually yet. The universe always has your back because you live in it. You’re part of it. You’re a layer of the onion within the onion.

Omniscience God

God Omniscience. You’re a fractal of omniscience because you’re always a part. You’re always a part of it. So it doesn’t exist separate from you. And your connectedness to yourself. That inner critic, the inner being inside of you, your spiritual nature, your soul that’s in your blood, all of that is key, and it’s really holism that’s what I’m teaching is Holism we use the directions we use the elements. We use crystals that you don’t have to use any of that because once you know it, and once you know about it, you can go anywhere and walk anywhere and do anything and these things will either be presented to you or pictures of them or humans. They’re just going to be there. They’re going to be out in nature. So don’t worry about that. This isn’t a course it’s going to try to sell you other stuff.

You’re going to walk away with epiphanies each time. It’s a kind of combination of counseling, and EFT the Emotional Freedom Technique. I used to teach that for a very long time at a Wellness Center. So you get some of that. You get me as a shaman or a witch doctor or however you want to look at me. We’re going to talk about holistic lessons on how to improve our life and our health. I just codified my lessons learned from life, from work, and I let my spirit totem butterfly push me out of my cocoon to live a wholly vibrant life.

A seed was planted in the dark earth imagine it starts to burst up and out through the dirt into the light, so every time you get shit on, somebody triggers you, somebody pisses you off and makes you mad. They’re stimulating you. They’re stimulating your growth. Imagine the dirt, the manure, whatever you want to imagine, around you as the little seed and all you got to do is just be you just be the seed, and when the light warms up the ground, you know where the light is versus going into the cold darkness of the deeper Earth. You’re gonna rise UP, you’re gonna rise to the occasion and reach for that light for that warmth. And you’re growing. We all are and we all grow at differing rates. of speed. I say that a lot.

Here’s the thing about integrating if you change one habit daily, think about that one habit. I didn’t just say do something once a day, but you’re changing a habit every day that’s 365 days in the year 365 new habits Who do you think you’ll be at the end of the year? So this course encourages you to make additional healthy choices. Even if you make 300 By the end of the year, even if you made 200, or 150 new habits. Who are you going to be at the end of the year? So think about it. Watch the video. Let me know what you think.

Appreciate it. Much love and many blessings.

Transcribed by https://otter.ai – edited with Grammarly.

Layers levels degrees and doses

We Are ALL Connected and the decisions of others can and do tug, push, or pull us to the degree we ALLOW. I still believe in personal responsibility because if I influence someone to higher or lower frequency level—I am culpable. Each of us are a layer within the onion, not the whole onion. We are a fractal of Omniscience–and Omniscience knows ALL.

What do you think? Let me know in the comments.

Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey (p.s. We’re on TikTok! Search for Spiral Sister)

Have you heard our new smash hit? Let me know what you think in the comments.

In The Mirror, original song by Richard Murrey

Spiral thought: My 4th book is out now, on Amazon. It’s available in paperback and Kindle ebook. It’s on Kindle Unlimited (free to read if you’re a member):

Paperback book cover for Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally–click the cover to go directly to the book on Amazon.

Integrating the Spirals to release anxious thoughts and angst

My online Zoom video course, Integrating the Spirals is helpful now more than ever because I think we could all use more peace and calm in our daily lives.

I’m not a salesperson nor do I believe in stuffing things down anyone’s throat. YOU can let me know if you’re interested in the Integrating the Spirals course. It’s ALL YOUR choice. Wink! HUGS!

As an empath I strive to ease suffering and raise hope. I want to uplift others by practicing what I have learned, till the inner soil with breath—many times, every day—to instill peace and calm. Ahhh…

About us

My husband is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (with over 400 original songs). You can view some of his artwork and listen to all of his songs at: http://listen4music.com

Here’s a video of us performing on Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

I invite you to check out my new metaphysical book–Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. There are two versions (Kindle and paperback) on Amazon: https://amzn.to/3WV68KF

Fractals of Omniscience

In and beyond this magnificent Universe, Omniscience knows ALL. Omniscience is always with you because you are a fractal part of Omniscience. You are truly never alone in this ever-expanding Universe. We are each fractals of Omniscience akin to glints of sunlight on the surface of a large body of water or the rays of sunshine shining upon us.

Fractal of Omniscience. “Spiral Sister”🌀Observer & Perceiver of Energy & Wisdom from Nature. Empath|Author|Connector|Speaker|Singer.❤️🦋🌀🎼〰️🙏🔥☯️

A bit about me, your Spiral Sister

I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert AdviceEnergy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.

Be the best version of who you want to be–who your soul beckons you to be. It’s important because who you are in this world affects us ALL. We Are All Connected.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

Connecting…

I’m on Rumble now! https://rumble.com/v28jhyo-about-control.html

For more on the DE-Program course I developed in 2020 and am offering again now, follow us on TikTok “Spiral Sister” and on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/takeonyour

An Empath’s Metaphysical Discoveries of Connectedness to ease sadness and loneliness

I could write a whole book on how I discovered I’m an empath interested in the metaphysical connectedness of ALL to ease sadness and loneliness, but would anyone want to know? Because who am I? If I were famous some might be interested in that but mostly no one cares. And I’ve already explained a bit of how I discovered I am an empath in both my books, Take It Upon Yourself to Live a Wholly Vibrant Life (still in process of getting the second edition out to Amazon), and in Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. If you would rather listen instead of read, play the audio:

How did I get here?

In short, I can tell you I’ve always known there was something riding on the airwaves that got me from quiet, insecure, and overly sensitive only child to where I am today–a woman ready to grab the mic and talk unashamedly about my life and the hell I’ve gone through to get to this awakened (not woke) state I Am currently living. I’ll talk on any stage without jitters. I’ll talk without a script. I don’t know how to get speaking engagements though–that seems to be a full-time job in and of itself (booking those events).

Here’s a short list of events that I feel opened me to the metaphysical:

  • Listened to my dad talking on the CB radio when I was very young
  • Dad telling me about “talking skip” with people all over the world on his radio in the middle of the night
  • Dreaming dreams
  • Having my mom vividly explain her dreams to me
  • Loving listening to the FM radio upon waking up in the mornings
  • Experiencing a seance with Catholic friends where “it got real”
  • Playing haunted house with my best friend
  • Playing in an old cemetery next door to the house I grew up in until 6th grade
  • Playing on the tracks with my first friend Joey and other neighborhood children
  • As an adult, experiencing hypnotherapy, past life regressions, and “visitations” from my mom and others from the Grand Beyond (Other Side)

How this can ease sad and lonely feelings

I have been working on getting the revamp of Integrated Spiral done– and rebranding it as, Integrating the Spirals because it’s more important than ever for such a time as this. And because I know more sad and lonely people than ever before. (Let me know if you’re interested in taking my Integrating the Spirals course.)

As an empath I simply want to help ease suffering. I help some by showing them how to meditate so they can understand the value of Detachment. And so they can learn the value of tilling their inner soil with their breath. And to provide peace and calm. And to Connect them with their spirit, higher selves, Omniscience God, and receive personal guidance.

Meditation provides those things and so much more. And many great and wise people meditate. I did a study many years ago on how many celebrities and authors meditate on a daily basis and it was astounding how many do practice meditation and claim not to go a day without it!

Will it go round in circles?

I love this song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFHMdY9HijM

And it seems to fit (me anyway) because I am always repeating cycles, learning lessons, and breaking patterns–or attempting to break the patterns/cycles. And the bad guy did win every once in a while as Billy Preston sang in the song.

We often repeat patterns in our life several times before we learn the hidden meaning–the lesson. I use the term, Parts Integration because we’re always bringing information IN, integrating some, balancing, and releasing what we can’t use at the time. We’re doing the best we can with the information we understand at the time. We’re dancing either IN or OUT of rhythm with nature and the universe. I am letting the music move me around. Perhaps that’s Destiny.

We receive multitudes of incoming information

I think we must let go of some of the stuff we take in on a day-to-day basis, as we receive so much! We receive multitudes of disparate information, sh*t from all sides, on any given day. There’s no way we can consciously process it ALL. Right? So, we dump quite a bit but does some of it get stuck in our subconscious?

Never alone

Now, that I’ve been volunteering as an email correspondent for Dr. Raymond Moody (of Life After Life) and reading the multiple stories of Near Death Experiences (NDEs) and Shared Death Experiences (SDEs) that people from every walk of life and culture have written in about what they’ve experienced, I cannot believe we’re alone in the universe.

Those stories alongside my own experiences and encounters have grown my faith in the subject of “aloneness” to a great extent. While I don’t consider myself a medium or psychic, I am clairsentient and FEEL a clear Yes and No in my body when I ask specific questions, when having a conversation with someone, watching an intense movie, or listening to songs. It’s a sensation I’ve talked about many times before in this blog so I won’t belabor it here. (You can read about GodBumps here and see my interview with one of the authors of the book, GodBumps here if you missed any of those.)

Release what doesn’t serve

Having gone through the stuff I’ve lived through and having sat through many therapy sessions and times of self-reflection and meditation has given me a certain set of skills that allow me to offer others assistance.

Some of the best things I learned was to write down my experience and then write it again, removing all emotion. To talk stuff out, even with only me (my Self), and use Tapping to release the emotions from my body. And finally to release what doesn’t serve you; let it go and be the “I Am” at this moment–utterly grateful, happily and blissfully–incomplete. Namaste.

Transcribed by https://otter.ai and grammar-checked using Grammarly.

About us

My husband is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (with over 400 original songs). You can view some of his artwork and listen to all of his songs at: http://listen4music.com

Here’s a video of us performing on Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

I invite you to check out my new metaphysical book–Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. There are two versions (Kindle and paperback) on Amazon: https://amzn.to/3WV68KF

Fractals of Omniscience

In and beyond this magnificent Universe, Omniscience knows ALL. Omniscience is always with you because you are a fractal part of Omniscience. You are truly never alone in this ever-expanding Universe. We are each fractals of Omniscience akin to glints of sunlight on the surface of a large body of water or the rays of sunshine shining upon us.

Fractal of Omniscience. “Spiral Sister”🌀Observer & Perceiver of Energy & Wisdom from Nature. Empath|Author|Connector|Speaker|Singer.❤️🦋🌀🎼〰️🙏🔥☯️

A bit about me, your Spiral Sister

I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert AdviceEnergy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.

Be the best version of who you want to be–who your soul beckons you to be. It’s important because who you are in this world affects us ALL. We Are All Connected.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

Connecting…

I’m on Rumble now! https://rumble.com/v28jhyo-about-control.html

For more from me on how empaths can grow in the metaphysical connectedness of ALL to ease sadness and loneliness, follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/takeonyour

Clearing the Static

Just like the static most of us saw (after the last broadcast of the day on our television 📺 set), we (in our energy body or aura), can gather static around us that needs to be cleared daily.

Stay with me for a moment.

If you walk across a carpeted room on a cold day and touch metal, you may get a shock. That shock is an example of static electricity.

In the dark

You can’t SEE the static electricity, unless it’s dark and sometimes then, it’s visible. But nevertheless, the static electricity IS there.

And seeds grow in the darkness of the soil, so yes, we “go there” into the darkness inside of ourselves to ground and center. Don’t worry! It is not scary, it is freeing! Know thyself.

An exercise

Rub a balloon over a person’s head of hair and static electricity causes the hair to rise.

No one argues that static electricity exists, though mostly, it’s invisible.

It’s just physics. And physics is a Science that is continually evolving (as are we)!

Energy body

Why then, is it so hard to believe that each of us have an energy body? And that the state of that energy body can impact our health!

We can tune ourselves to resonate with EASE. We can make small adjustments to free our minds of static and confusion to feel less anxious, clear and confident—Connected to ALL.

Movies

Years ago, the movie Poltergeist made the TV screen static seem scary, like it was a portal into a dark and evil place. But I say, we must rise above the “programming”!

An invitation

Would you like to learn some ways to clear the static in your head, and in your life?

Would you like these ways to be things you can quickly stack onto your daily habits? #stackhabits

If so, then…

Click here to take the next step… and I’ll meet you there. ❤️🦋🌀🎼☯️🙏☮️

Learn more about my Integrated Spiral program here, where we connect spiritual types more fully with their bodies and connect body conscious types with Spirituality.

Integrated Spiral transformational coaching

Many blessings to you in ALL ways. ❤️🦋🌀

A bit about me, your Spiral Sister

I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert AdviceEnergy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.

Be the best version of who you want to be.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

For more about this blog, how I create digital designs, why I wrote a holistic health book, and more, find me on Facebook, Twitter, and LinkedIn.

Chakra Balancing:Yoga to Balance Mind-Body, Spirit and Soul

I am sooo glad I attended this aWEsOMe class four years ago:

Chakra Balancing:
Yoga to Balance the Mind, Body, & Spirit offered by Dr. Ronald Porter in St. Petersburg, Florida

In the yogic tradition, the chakras are known as wheels of spinning energy found throughout the body.

Usually, energy has the ability to flow though us with ease. However, the situations we encounter in life can often leave our energy blocked and unable to flow freely.

Gentle way to bring healing to your body. It’s as close to you as your breath.

Working with the chakras through yoga is a means of restoring a healthy flow of energy throughout the subtle energetic body, therefore bringing balance to the physical body.

Dr. Ronald K. Porter proved to me (during the workshop) that through movement and breath, I could partner with the Energies in my body to heal it!

In the class, we explored both the meaning of the chakras and subtle energetic body, and engaged in a yoga practice specifically focused on balancing the chakras.

Practicing yoga in this way, and incorporating it into my soul helped me realize I was also doing some very deep soul work too. Thus, why I added Soul to the title of this post. ❤️🦋🌀☯️

I found relief in my body, as I did the breathwork to move Energy into spaces and places I had not focused on in years, if ever.

Specifically guiding my breath, brought immediate healing to one of my knees, and kept the energy medicine working on it for several days later! I knew I had found a healing method I was going to continue to use for the rest of my life.

I now incorporate basic elements of this in my transformational self-coaching program, Integrated Spiral. Won’t you join me?

Learn more about it here:

Integrated Spiral transformational coaching

A bit about me, your Spiral Sister

I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert AdviceEnergy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.

Be the best version of who you want to be.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

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Moving into 5th density experience

5th density experience

I truly see where I’ve been moving into the 5th density of experience since 2005.

In the beginning

I became aware something profound was happening to me when I started getting GodBumps while talking about Conscious Living, expanding awareness, Christ Consciousness, raw vegan foods, Spirituality, etc. with coworkers. And I have been on a quest to discover “WHY” ever since.

Getting it

When you really GET Jesus (or the Christ, or Buddha, etc.) you no longer need the church, temple, etc. Going can be invigorating or fun, but you don’t need it.

An easy way to discern

You’ll find church to be wherever you hang out with others of like-mind and they will uplift you.

You don’t have to be brainwashed or programmed into a certain rigidity. Too narrow of a focus can lead to separation.

Virtuous Integration

If you want to experience the love of unity, apply and integrate what you’ve learned into your day to day. Practices do not need to become rituals, but deeper awareness while performing daily tasks. Pray without ceasing. Seek the meaning and lesson from every interaction.

Continue to become aware of your own virtues; the highest ideals and values of your life.

When you really GET why you came to live in a body, you’ll no longer need teachers or coaches. You can have fun with them and continue layering knowledge and wisdom gained into your system, but mostly everything you need to know can flow into you, if you are open to receive. Be an open vessel.

Layer upon layer new techniques or such, but understand why you are taking care of your body. You’ll live a wholly vibrant life!

Reasons people leave Church

  • Outgrow it – see through the programming
  • Have been offended
  • Not being told the Truth
  • Been traumatized or abused
  • Victimhood
  • Intolerance
  • Bashing other churches or faiths
  • Questioned too much
  • Gossip / slander
  • Infidelity
  • Sanctimonious attitudes
  • Hypocrisy

Now, don’t kill the thought messenger for pointing these things out. You are more than sheeple!

Our bodies are our temple

Having cleaned a branch church building for months and then being told to leave during a storm when shelter was needed, showed my mom which side those “good church members” were on—and it was not God’s. I could see right through them, though it took mom a bit longer to come around to that knowing. Those hypocrites were living in fear of the insurance company!

Ah, split energies! Know this: Jesus didn’t preach in churches!

Choose you this day how you will feel, and whom you will serve. Find your inner tranquility in each moment.

My being-ness resonated with this video.

I appreciated Neale’s transparency and Eckhart’s powerful stillness (even while he was speaking), as contradictory as that seems.

Bliss. Yes, the more we integrate and allow our Spirit to lead (instead of our Ego), in our daily activities, the more we feel it and know the truth of us.

No graven images

Why no graven images?

Primarily because graven images remind us of the past. And we are to live in the present moment. The dead do not need shrines. And everything man-made will be destroyed in the end. Everything is temporary.

God is ever-living Omniscience

Are you smarter than God? You think you are if you presume to know how God wants you to worship a particular religion. The knowing or “path” to LIMITLESS Source Energy Creator is a narrow one because most find it too difficult to let go of earthly material possessions and simply be present in every situation.

#Namaste #GodInYou #Holism

We are much more than we see. We are Spirit focused like a laser light beam into a physical body, with a lot of unseen energy round about us. ❤️🦋🌀

I pose this question to you: Where do I end and you begin?

What’s the outcome?

The Grand Beyond

Ah! The bliss and joy I feel when I imagine what the heavenly realm of the Grand Beyond is!

I imagine all the beautiful sunrises and sunsets one sees from the expansive view from the Grand Beyond.

What might it be like to reconnect with my loved ones in the Grand Beyond…

Even if I am not with my loved ones in the Grand Beyond after my Continuation Day, perhaps I will go on to create a new galaxy where many can enjoy the earthly fruits of their labor. And my loved ones can gaze upon that galaxy with awe. They may choose to join also!Oh, what a heavenly and splendid galaxy it will be!

I am writing a metaphysical novel that will explore the nature of these things, but for now, I will leave you with this:

When we wake from sleeping with a song in our head, sometimes even seeing famous people singing a song we’ve never heard before (and for some, they jump up and write the song), where does that come from?

Another dimension or the Grand Beyond?

A bit about me, your Spiral Sister

I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert AdviceEnergy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.

Be the best version of who you want to be.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

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Easing and releasing emotions while playing a game!

Easily release emotions with game play

I had a huge clearing (emotional release) take place yesterday while playing“Fast Track Technique for Kidz” game with my friend and skilled certified practitioner, Dr. Susan Spilman.

I felt amazing then and still do now!

What an energizing and high vibe (vibration raising) experience! Susan told me that children and adults, (no matter the language they speak), can release emotions (even stored emotions they may not consciously be aware they’re holding), by playing this easy and FUN “game.”

Sheila and Susan Spilman with Fast Track for Kidz
Sheila and Susan Spilman holding the cards in the game, “Fast Track Technique for Kidz.”

The game worked on my Central meridian and I felt the GodBumps ripple down my spine, out my shoulders and arms, and a few moments later, down and out my legs and feet! My vibration was sooo high from playing this game and using the clearing method that my face became rosy! After leaving, I was able to meet up with additional friends (that my previous mind chatter might have talked me out of), visit with them for a couple of hours, drive over 100 miles home, talk with my husband, and stay up hours longer than usual with lasting vibrant energy! ❤️

As you know, I have been practicing and teaching Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) for years, but what I experienced yesterday was incredibly FAST and extremely easy! No tapping required! This “game” does everything I have been seeking, as far as showing us how we all have choices! (Go back to my home page to understand: https://SheilaMurrey.net)

Though I am a highly sensitive person (HSP) and empath, and didn’t feel I was carrying around any emotional baggage, I played the game just to see what I might uncover. And wow!

This game can help calm a child whose been bullied, comfort a sad one, ease one into playing on a team with others, or help inspire a lonely child or adult to engage and connect with others!

As an only child who was often picked last during team sports when I was a child, I revisited that old feeling of loneliness (for a couple minutes during this game play) and felt those old feelings lighten and disintegrate! No wonder I love inclusivity and Connection as an adult! Wow! Shocker! Hahahaha ❤️🤣

I want to be certified in this technique! That’s how much of an impact it made on and IN me. And it’s such an easy and FUN “game.”

Connect with Susan here: https://www.susanspilman.com/

And learn about this incredible technique here:

https://www.ftt4kidz.com/

I just taught one of my 2.5 year old granddaughters the motion we used yesterday (instead of the tapping points) when on video chat I saw her sucking her thumb and twirling her hair. She copied me (and removed her thumb out of her mouth)! I already see how exciting this technique will be to teach! ❤️😉

UPDATE: I got certified on Nov. 27, 2019!!

A bit about me, your Spiral Sister

I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert AdviceEnergy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.

Be the best version of who you want to be.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

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Book Launch! Take It Upon Yourself to Live a Wholly Vibrant Life

Take It Upon Yourself to Live a Wholly Vibrant Life

Take It Upon Yourself to Live a Wholly Vibrant Life, introduces the basic concepts of health and wellness from the holistic perspective. After 13 years of researching alternative medicine healing modalities, self experimentation and much trial and error, this practical guide was written to help you flow with your Soul essence and live a wholly vibrant life.

  • Do you have a chronic health issue?
  • Would you like to reduce or eliminate your need for pharmaceutical medications?
  • Are you interested in natural health remedies, alternative, or holistic treatments, but others have asked you, “Don’t you think if there was something better than the treatments the doctor recommended, that he or she would know about it”?
  • Are you interested in holistic health practices, yet hold a limited belief about some because you don’t know who to trust, think they’re scientifically untested/unproven, or don’t want to be fooled?
  • Do you feel hopeless or confused by conflicting health information or advice?
  • Doctors know that stress and anxiety depresses the immune system, but why?
  • What does it mean to “go inward” or be aligned with your Soul? How do we even know if we have a Soul?

Yes, mysteries abound.

Yet, there are ways to know what’s good for You.

Science does not know where Consciousness is located. Yet, sages, gurus, and prophets for millenia have taught us to:

Be Still and Know.

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The information available to you in, Take It Upon Yourself to Live a Wholly Vibrant Life, will help you:

  • Manage stress (Mind-Body methods)
  • Breathe more fully (Pranayama breathing)
  • Establish a well-rounded and more informed health team of professionals
  • Strategies and tips for staying well and BEing your most vibrant self

Take It Upon Yourself to Live a Wholly Vibrant Life offers you:

  • Suggestions and tips on natural and common sense ways of maneuvering through health issues.
  • 50+ questions you can use (or modify) when you need to visit any health professionals, to get the best attention and care you deserve.
  • Simple and practical advice you can incorporate into your daily routine, and others, that you can try before you head to a doctor’s office.
  • Learn ideas and suggestions to relieve stress, and find the benefits of mental balance and clarity. Discover the benefits that daily physical and flexible actions bring. Gain a rich understanding of the many options available to you by way of alternative, complementary, and integrative medicine modalities.

Take It Upon Yourself to Live a Wholly Vibrant Life shines a light on the information you need to enhance your personal life—and after you take care of You, think how much more you’ll have to offer those you love.

UPDATE (May 2023) 2nd edition is now available

Take It Upon Yourself to Live a Wholly Vibrant Life has been renamed for a second edition and it’s available on Amazon. Here’s the link to the upgraded and expanded, Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally. https://amzn.to/3oFaGJI

Sheila has been told that she’s a BRIDGE to the lay person (nonprofessional or inexperienced) who may be going to traditional MDs and not able to resolve their issues or understand where they come from (root cause/s), my book is an introduction to many natural and holistic health options and most importantly, offers HOPE!

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert Advice, Energy of Receiving, plus the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection.

Be the best version of who you want to be.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

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Who Am I?

Who Am I?

I AM my ancestors (who continue to live in my DNA and blood), and Everything I’ve experienced up to this point since the moment of my physical birth–and perhaps from Beyond it too!

Who Am I?
Who Am I?

My physical body consists of “star stuff”: dirt and water, the elements of the earth and stars. I breathe, because our Creator Source once breathed a soul essence into a human being. No human has ever created another living breathing life from nothing. We make babies from a male and a female human BE-ing. Our breath originated somewhere. WE human BE-ings can only share breath. Our essence came from some ONE. That is logic.

Let me present some definitions to you, as you may need some context around this article before you can really “get it.”

  • Ancestors – anyone who shares my DNA and/or blood. I see this as a line, past, present, and future. What I experience today (in the Now), ah yes, is driven, or built upon, the foundation that all my previous living relations have experienced. This line allows me to affect change in the lives of those I am currently related to, as well as who will come down in the future–my legacy).
  • Blood – the viscous liquid coursing through my veins. It is a well established fact, and proven by my mother, that when a mother and father’s blood is incompatible a baby cannot naturally come forth from them. Yes, of course today it is known that with medical intervention a baby can be saved–but at times, there are still complications from the blood mismatch).
  • DNA – The biological, scientific explanation of the genetic carrier of information (deoxyribonucleic acid) that exists inside of each of us–not seen by the naked eye–which allows each of us to self-replicate. This substance is claimed to exist in “nearly all living organisms as the main constituent of chromosomes.”
  • Aware / Awake person – One who has an open mind to acknowledge that there’s a lot more information around us than what our established five senses interprets on a daily basis.
  • Everything – All of one’s vibrations, energy, thoughts, ways of interpreting, and actions.

Why does it matter?

If I know who I am, then it gives me many clues as to why I’m here, and my purpose for living. Also, I feel it matters to my family, both past, present, and future.

Why now?

To ease feelings associated with loneliness and loss, both for myself and others. And my hope is that the more we research and discuss our Connections, the better we can use our experiences to heal ourselves, and loved ones.

Background

I’ve been interested in my genealogy for many years, and in particular my Native American roots since I love and am drawn to so many things said, and made by Native Americans. However, after my mom passed away (transitioned to the other side), I began experiencing stupefying co-incidences. Actually, I began experiencing incredible synchronicities even before, mama crossed over. And as an “aware” person, I began noting these occurrences and writing them down.

Before my mom passed, but after dad had called me to tell me she wasn’t doing so well, I had decided that I needed to find a piece of jewelry mom had given me years ago. In looking for the item though, I didn’t find it. Instead, I found a beautiful old watch of hers and a pocket watch, which I think had belonged to my grandfather (though I’m not sure).

It’s time

I placed both items on our coffee table and felt better having these pieces near me. Call it a vibration thing, I don’t know. But I felt a bit better.

It was only a day or two until I got the call from dad that mom was unresponsive. My mind still wasn’t sure that meant she had passed though, so I’d reached out to my nurse friend to ask. I had kept busy for several hours that morning, pacing, and waiting on a confirmation from dad. I knew I wanted to get to where they were and be with dad–it was a “pull” that I’d not quite felt before. While preparing for the multi-state drive, at some point the thought came to me, “It was my time.” And bingo. That’s when it hit me. The synchronicity of the items I’d found was mom’s spirit telling me that it was her time to go, and for me to be okay with it–since she’d confirmed it by having me find not just one, but two, TIME PIECES!

She used to tell me as a teen that I was thick headed. So, I laughed out loud because I knew this was her way of reminding me of that also! That if I didn’t “get it” from finding her watch, then she’d make SURE that I understood that it was her time by having me find that second time piece! Aha! Mom was with me. I had even told someone a week or so prior that mom’s dementia sort of had her “one foot in this world, and one in the other.”

Going home

When my husband and I arrived in West Virginia, my dad was outside of the local hotel to greet us! No time was wasted! And as the Universe would have it, as we walked into the lobby of the hotel and conference center, a lone man was sitting there softly playing his guitar and singing. The song? One of mom and dad’s favorites, “Unchained Melody.” There was also, at this same time, a taxidermist convention going on–and my paternal grandfather was a taxidermist! It caused me to ponder, is mama (in the Great Beyond) hanging out with my grandparents? What a comforting and cool thought.

We spent several days with dad, but then it was time to go home. Before we could get out of the state however, my uncle would not take no for an answer that we needed to come to his home because he had something of mom’s for me. My aunt even got on the phone to tell me there was a mink coat amongst the things mom had put in their cedar closet. I couldn’t imagine my mother having a mink coat, so yes, the curiosity got the best of me and I did one of the purely selfish things I’ve ever done. I decided we’d drive a 3 to 4 hours out of our way, and go see my aunt and uncle and pick up whatever mom had packed away. My uncle also surprised us by calling my cousins and had them come to the house to visit us–something I’d never imagined would happen, but oh, how joyous that reunion was!

Finding mom’s wedding suit, and many special coats that I remembered mom wearing, along with other clothing she’d put aside, was all so very comforting for me. And as I spent weeks looking at old photos and seeing mama wearing these clothes, totally made me feel as though she was guiding my efforts. I poured through many photos in order to put together mom’s eulogy and photo slideshow.

Afterward

In the weeks that followed, we would all discuss what kind of service to have for mom. My dad, so overcome with grief, would call me almost daily, and often I could hear the shakiness of his voice on the other end of the line. I tried my best to reassure him that he had more to live for, a purpose yet to fulfill.

Eventually, we’d agreed to honor my mama by having my uncle, mom’s brother, facilitate a memorial service for mom. I wasn’t going to go, but when I learned that my dad’s sister (who lives in California) would be there for her reunion during the same week, and wanted to also attend mom’s service, I began looking for a flight up. Initially, the airline I normally use, didn’t have any direct flights in. I tried to console myself that I’d just have to miss the service. But, out of the blue, the thought came to check ALL airlines, and I was able then, quite easily actually, to book a flight up with one airline into one city, and the return flight home with another airline out of a neighboring state–in the same town as one of my cousins also, whom I’d always wanted to visit with at her home!

More synchroncities

As if, the audacity of the synchronicity of finding two of mom’s time pieces wasn’t enough, don’t you know that when I got to West Virginia for mom’s memorial service, my dad presented me with another time piece of mom’s, her favorite, “footprints in the sand” wrist watch!

Also, what really knocked my socks off, was that as soon as dad and I arrived at my uncle and aunt’s home for the service, I saw my uncle and he was wearing an indigo blue long sleeved dress shirt! If you haven’t read one of my previous posts called, “That Tiny Blue Dot” then you won’t understand the significance of this synchronicity, but the importance of it was not lost on me!

As well, the tables set up to be used for mom’s memorial service all had indigo blue plastic table cloths on them! I couldn’t have been more wrapped in love during that day, knowing mom was with me.

Nature chimes in

At  one point during the service an eagle or hawk flew directly over head! And after the service, I learned that the beautiful blooming tree (that can be seen in the videos I took of the service) is a crepe myrtle, and more than that, it had been brought back by my grandparents after a trip they’d taken years ago to Florida! I’d never known them to take a vacation in their lives, especially not all the way to Florida! I was astounded!

After the service, dad and I checked into the hotel. Quite purposely I had booked us a room at the same hotel where my dad’s sister was staying so we could visit more with her.

As it turned out though, it seemed mom had a hand in this from the other side, as while dad and I walked into the hotel restaurant area, he is looking around and tells me that he hasn’t been there in years—since he had picked up mom and one of her friends when they had imbibed and didn’t want to drive home! I was stunned! I had heard mom say she used to sell Avon at one of the hotel restaurant lounges during a particular span of time (when I had moved away and was busy raising my kids), but I had never gone there with her, and all these years later the hotel’s name had changed. Turns out we were right where we needed to be, as the friend dad mentioned, joined us for a cocktail and a beautiful conversation later that evening after my aunt left to attend a reunion function.

The morning after we’d returned home, I had awoken with a song in my head. It was an old song. Gilbert O’Sullivan’s, “Alone Again” would play over and over in my mind, and with it came the feeling that mom was giving it to me, to help me cry and release the grief.

I continue to notice and enjoy the many synchronicites that mom’s provides me. Most recently, it was meeting an artist friend who paints using a lot of indigo blue, that she herself had not realized she was using!

Writing it down

Historically, the church I was raised in kept intricately detailed genealogical records. They are publicly known for this. Because of this, and since it was always the church’s practice to offer their members something called a patriarchal blessing, mom had learned that she was from the tribe of Manasseh.

I also know, but as of yet have been unable to prove, that my mother, and her mother, carried the blood of their Native American (Cherokee) relatives. Since the Native American lineage is traced via the mother, and recorded on tribal rolls, I’ve bought many books on the Cherokee tribes and have found my grandmother’s maiden last name, but not her mother’s maiden last name. So many of the tribal rolls don’t even show a first name, or only first initials, making proving my Indian heritage nearly impossible. Please reach out to me if you have any suggestions. My great grandmother’s name was Hannah McGill Calhoun of West Virginia and her mother’s name was Louisa McDonald McGill.

Since I’d give anything to find some handwritten family history by my ancestors, I began writing, and later, blogging, so my granddaughters will have something to be able to know and understand a bit about their grandmother–me.

The importance of learning and continued growth

You know, while writing my mother’s eulogy these words came to me, “I could burn a lot of people.”But I felt, based upon everything I’ve learned and accepted up to this point in my life, that it would be better to honor mom’s memory, life, and who she raised me to be, by choosing instead to elevate, and take the high road so to speak, because I am not angry anymore. I’m not.
For three weeks I poured through pictures of mom and my relatives. I cried. I got angry. But, I employed tools and tactics that I’ve learned over the last 10 years or so, to press on, release, and let go. By the end of the time I spent preparing my loving mother’s eulogy, I got to the point where I could just say, “Thank You.” Not just to my mother, but to many relatives and friends who, over the years, came and went, and taught us all many lessons.
I thank each of the people who have touched my life, for good or bad, for my personal growth. I believe the word “lessons” and the word “blessings” have a lot in common. And that either by the sins of commission or the sins of omission each of us can learn, if we are open to learning. Oh, we could bury ourselves in the dirt of these so called sins. But I make a conscious choice to learn from what’s happened to me. And now, I believe after we cross over in the ALL, that we then are able to see all of the intricate Connections, and come to know of the Why things had to happen in every circumstance, the way that they did.  All learning produces strength of character and more importantly, strength of spirit.
Do I still get mad sometimes? Yes.
Do I want to get revenge? Yes.
Would it change anything? No.
So, this is why I practice self-help, self-care, prayer, meditation, and other mind-body-spirit modalities. And slowly, I let go of the anger–and I get another side benefit from all of this work too, the resentments vanish.
You know, it’s ironic that mom’s remains are in her old bedroom of the house she was born in.
The place she would attempt to come back to once, and my grandmother (according to what mom told me) said, “You are welcome, but not with Sheila.” Either because she said this, or my mother interpreted her words to mean that because I was a part of my father, my grandmother did not want me to live in her house. My grandmother (at least at that time) did not like my dad, and I guess, that was the reason for her answer to my mother’s request.
These are the kinds of things I can’t seem to forget.
I believe the reason some memories nag us, is not to heap guilt (which is just another kind of thought) on us, but to remind us that we’ve missed a legacy lesson.
Mom always taught me to turn a thought about a problem, “over and over in my head” until a solution presented itself. Well, I sat with this for some time until a new thought came to me, “Let go of my hurt feelings, angst, even anger towards my granddaughter’s father. As I mentally released him from the prison I’d constructed in my mind for him, I’d break the spell (so to speak) of my grandmother’s words about me! Thus freeing my grandmother, my mom, myself, my daughter, my granddaughter, and so on! This is one small, or huge, example of the lesson I needed to learn. Perhaps I could apply it similarly in other situations?
Have I made mistakes too? You betcha.
Once, I talked with mom and dad about somehow helping them to buy them a new double-wide or other kind of trailer on their property, and they said, “No.” I replied something to the effect of, “Then, you can stay here in this place and let it fall down around you.” Ugh! My words came out the way that they did based upon the helpless feelings I felt at the time. I almost found it hard to live comfortably wherever I was living at the time, while watching my parents live in what I deemed was substandard housing. Plus, I had felt so much sadness that I couldn’t somehow free my mother from the trappings of her then painful life. But I realized later, there was nothing for me to feel guilt about since I did offer, and my offer was met with much resistance. Because I haven’t worked on freeing myself of these particular thoughts (resistance), you guessed it, my son is now going through this very same “clean up the property” experience with my dad.
You see? We each have a choice. We can accept offers of love and help, or we can choose to turn our backs and do it all ourselves.
Of course, now my mother is free. Free at last. And me? I will continue to seek solace in God and every living creature. Not in ashes. Not in trying to change the past.
While visiting Marie and my beautiful granddaughters over July 4th week, I said that perhaps mom’s strong faith, returned to her as her dementia progressed. She lived in utter gratitude daily for papa caring for her and any and all things my son, Matt, and his then wife, did for her. Total gratitude.
I believe the gratitude my mother displayed taught me to place great importance upon healing (with love and conscious awareness) those who carry her blood. All of her love beats within my spiritually open heart.
I Am Free.
Blessed be. OM

A bit about me:

An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: “Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert Advice,” “Energy of Receiving”, plus author of “Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection,” and holistic health book that details how I naturally reversed asthma, “Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally” all available on Amazon.

Be the best version of who you want to be.

Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

For more about me, this blog, how I create websites, why I wrote a holistic health book, and more, find me on Facebook, Twitter, and LinkedIn.