Silver Birch was a spirit guide who spoke through Maurice Barbanell
they are not ready
Why We Fear Death: A Philosophical Exploration
Why We Fear Death: A Philosophical Exploration Death is one of the few certainties in life, yet it remains one of the most feared. Whether through …
Why We Fear Death: A Philosophical Exploration
ERASURE BY DESIGN: The Synthetic Drug Trade Killing Generations

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millions who do not seem to be living at all

Silver Birch was a spirit guide who spoke through Maurice Barbanell
millions who do not seem to be living at all
My Mother Is Not Dead
Because death is such a humanway of saying that the bodyis no longer breathing;Calling it a really long napwould make it sound frivolous;It would …
My Mother Is Not Dead
December 29th – I feel like Patsy Cline tonight
It’s December 29th, 2024; We’ve got another tribute song today, this time, for Patsy Cline. I feel like Patsy Cline tonight takes on all her biggest song hit titles and weaves them into a tapestry of lyrics to tell a story and shine a light on a grand voice. While Patsy didn’t write her hit songs (from what I learned in my research, she did co-write a few songs), she had a way of taking a song and making it her own to the point where the masses sure thought she could have written the song.
This is the three-hundred-sixty-fourth new music post for 2024! Similar to yesterday’s song, this original song pays tribute by listing the many acclaimed accomplishments of someone. Today’s song honors the wonderful singer, Patsy Cline. This original song was sung by Lisa Brokop recorded at Steven Cooper’s music studio in Nashville, TN.
As a writer and a singer, I have such a heart for the writers and admiration for wide, vocal-ranging singers. I can’t imagine Crazy being such the hit it was without Patsy singing it though. And yes, I do love Willie Nelson’s version of Crazy too.
My mom always told me that her dad, my maternal grandfather, James, always loved Patsy’s song, Walkin’ After Midnight. I sing it sometimes too, just around the house, whenever I want to feel close to him.
Speaking of spirits
I was on a tare last night! Actually, for the last several nights, I’ve experienced odd dreams. One of my first cousin’s, Laurie (sister of Greg and Josh) lost a beloved partner, John, a few days ago. What was really weird was that John passed away 8 years and one day apart from the date Laurie’s husband, Craig, crossed over to the Grand Beyond! The timing of the losses gave many of us pause. How and why do such things happen like that?
And though I didn’t know John, she only told us about him and her living together when we went to Josh’s memorial in 2022, I’ve already dreamt of him. And I immediately awoke from that dream and wrote his exact words down so I could send them to her. She said, “that sounds exactly like something he would have said.” So, I have been feeling a lot lately.

Maybe it’s the end of the year that’s got me in this mood
Yesterday, Richard and I had to go to the post office to get a money order (we never got checks when we opened our new accounts here in New Hampshire and we nearly never have need for them). Richard wanted to join an arts association here in order to get his art seen. After that, we decided to go to lunch at the restaurant next door to the post office, which we love. We had not been out (and I’d said I wouldn’t) since it had snowed. Well, except when I go out with my daughter to do the weekly grocery shopping, but we don’t always get out of the car, since we have the groceries brought out and loaded for us–spiral thought there. Ha! Point is, Richard surprised me at lunch! He’d brought a CD with him to give to the restaurant manager! He said, “I’ve made a decision.” It’s not always good when he tells me that. But this time, he followed with, “I want to perform again, this Spring. Might as well start giving out my CD to see if we can get a gig.” Ha! No way! I mean, I can visualize it and work toward doing such a thing, but I was simply struggling to walk outside in this cold. Right. Spring. We’ll see. But if we are to do it, he’s right. We’ve got to give them an early opportunity to hear his original songs. That, prompted this:

Our Christmas picture
I always like to snap a picture of Richard and me with a Christmas tree when I can. And while my daughter has a lovely tree up in their house, and with all the people we celebrated Christmas with this year, no one took our picture! Ha! So, here’s the selfie of us that I took at lunch yesterday. My natural spiral curls didn’t show in this picture because I keep my hair pulled back in a pony tail most of the time (think, static), and also, wear my wool knit cap from Ireland when I step outside at all. I plan on cutting my hair this Spring too (I just cut two inches off of it a few days ago), so there’s that.

One of my favorite living things
I received my Yew tree calendar the other day! I was so excited to receive a package in the mail from Scotland! I put this in a prominent place in the kitchen so I can see Yew trees every day! Perhaps I’ll use it to mark our Live music play dates this year!


To read more and order: https://scotlands-yew-trees.org/yewtree/dryburgh-abbey/?fbclid=IwAR0e1ubjU4PGDzoeQBHOT5Xp2kpbiGPvuIkzQgTIHojCgRkNZWPchtXfEI0
I know you’re getting tired of hearing about it, but

Everything happens for a reason in the multiverse and there are myriad sides to every story
Yes, Everything Happens for a Reason in the multiverse and Everything Resolves to Gratitude. Knowing that each of us (as fractals) uplifts my mind and allows me to view life as a lively kaleidoscope grand design that moves about in an ever-expanding, revolving, melodious, consciousness. Even if we have to disconnect from some people, for a time.
Enjoy (IN Joy) everything and love! Be Everything All the Time. Let’s soar in ’24! And let’s (are you ready for this?) THRIVE in ’25! or just be… Alive in ’25.
Yours in expanding, coexisting (because there’s more than one-side to every story), spiraling consciousness,
Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey
About us
Richard and I play at the intersection of Energy, Spirituality, Health, and Music, to let FREEDOM ring for ALL!
My husband of 19 years, Richard Murrey, is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (having penned over 400 original songs). Richard’s artwork and original songs can be experienced at: Listen4Music.com
Video of us performing Live: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share
All of our 400+ original songs are available for song placement in TV, film, games, etc. Video content creators, filmmakers, podcasters, production companies, deejays, Vloggers, YouTubers, and more can use our original music and songs in movies, TV shows, video intros, and such. We’re also seeking bands to play our songs. If you know of any up and coming musical artist, please forward this blog article to them.
Sheila’s books on Amazon

I have four books on Amazon. The two most recent are: Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally and Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. I invite you to check them out and leave a review on Amazon for me, if you’d be so kind. Amen. Namaste. OM
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Nightly Spiritual Quote #802 Unknown Author
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Invitation and dream about Paul Newman
All right. Hi, everybody. Good morning. Good evening. Good afternoon wherever you are in the world. I say that because the world seems to be a much smaller place for us, especially when you blog, right I know we have a worldwide audience when we blog or when we podcast or go on YouTube vlog any of that. But spiral thought there. If you would rather listen instead of read, play the audio:
Here’s my thought (for today for us ALL). I had a dream last night, and I woke up this morning still very much enveloped by the energy of that dream. And what was weird about it was, and this has not happened to me before, but somewhere deep in my subconscious there’s an older TV show or series that is probably embedded in me somewhere and it definitely came to mind as I started processing the dream. What happened was, take a deep breath with me. Maybe not a deep breath, but a breath that will bring spirit and go in and through and all around your body. Okay, there’s the breath.
Well, what happened was, I was a bartender or a server of some sort, and I was what appeared to me to be standing behind a bar and Paul Newman was sitting at my bar–sitting directly across from me. And we were having a conversation and I was telling him, essentially, if I can remember it, right, I was telling him you know, I’m so sorry for us as the other people, his fans or whatever. And I’m not a huge fan–another spiral thought sorry–of his. I mean, I like him, but you know, I wouldn’t have been googoo gaga over Paul Newman. I don’t think. Though he has those beautiful blue eyes. I was apologizing to him though, telling him (I was just really oozing this apology to him) that I’m so sorry that so many people come up to you and interrupt your day and interrupt conversations that you might be having with people around you and things like that, you know, just bug you essentially, I’m just so sorry that people do that to you. You know, why can’t people just understand that you’re just a person like me like we all are, you know, and as I was saying this to him, and he was being very cordial and gracious about this, though, he was kind of giving me this gesture of like, you don’t need to apologize to me. You know, I’m famous. I get it right.
So I was just really infused, I guess, with this feeling of, that we’re not this person, right? So it’s like, I’m not me, in this body that I’m IN because deep down I know that I’m spirit and I’m wearing this earthly some people say a meat suit, right? I’m wearing a ‘skin’–I’m wearing a covering. I’m wearing an outfit. I’m wearing something that’s naturally made just like if I climbed into a cocoon, you know, I’m wearing that. But that’s not who I am. Because I’m the spirit and soul that lives within it.
So here’s the TV series/show part. There was this old show called Dead Like Me. And it had this character played by an actress named Ellen Muth. (Link to YouTube clip of Ellen’s character at the death scene: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugWpj88EWt4 ) I thought she was a pretty girl–a pretty actor. But I can see where some people might not think she was pretty, nice, maybe plain, maybe that’s a better word. But here’s the thing when she died because she died right at the beginning of the series, and then they would always show her as this other girl, like whenever she would confront someone that was still alive that knew her, right? They saw her but they saw her as a different person. But it was close enough that the audience is the ‘Watchers’, wink on that, right? We knew it was her. It was that other actor playing her that looked enough like her that we ‘got it’ as the audience, as it was so well done. But if her mother saw her, she wouldn’t know it was her but she had a feeling that it was her. She had a feeling and knew something was off–that she was seeing someone that meant something to her like she knew that person. She’d met that person before but she couldn’t put her finger on it. So that’s key and why I say that is because the Ellen Muth character as I said, she had died but she wasn’t dead. Because her spirit or soul or ghost, whatever you want to call it, was still living and she had become a reaper. So she would reap other people’s souls right before they would die–that was her job in the afterlife. And so, of course, she was out walking among us. But anybody who knew her as the Ellen Muth character, if they didn’t know her as that, they would see the other sub-character, Laura Boddington. Here’s a link to the show info: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0348913/?ref_=nv_sr_srsg_0_tt_8_nm_0_q_dead%2520like
I thought that show represented what I thought of life after death. Especially at the time I was watching it. I thought it represented it extremely well. I thought the show was very well done.
So this dream though, this early morning dream that was having today. (And THIS is what I’ve not experienced before) I so extremely felt like I was not me and in my current body. And I didn’t even feel like I was the person that I was expressing as me in the dream to Paul Newman. I knew I was spirit soul. And I was not that body. And I think what I was kind of getting from him was that he knew that too. And that’s why we were both kind of having this laugh at this inside joke. That’s why it’s not even important for us to laud these people as celebrities.
I was explaining to Paul, or Mr. Newman, “People cherish you–you know? You’re a national icon, right? You’re this American Idol, if you will, right? And that’s why you make all this money and so, you know, a lot of people probably want something from you and things like that too. But I think a lot of it is they feel they know you because you’ve been in their home for years on their TV in shows and movies, interviews, and things like that. Right? And so they feel they know you and when they see you in person, they get all excited and they just, “Oh my God, there’s Paul Newman”! They feel they must meet you and they just interrupt and do crazy, stupid silly things because they’re not even realizing that you have a life (of your own).
So that was why I was apologizing to him. But then it brought up that inside joke of but we’re not this body and so people make much ado about nothing! They make much ado about how we look and our external appearance, whether our hair’s done, whether our teeth are white enough (if we have teeth), or whether we’re dirty, clean, smell nice. Of course there’s all these products to make us feel like we need them to look better, smell better, face the world better, put makeup on and all that kind of stuff, because there’s the certain cultural identity we sort of have to live up to and put a face on.
So probably also I saw a Facebook meme the other day, which I shared as well, that talked about I’m this real person and that I don’t have to put a fake face on to face the world. I don’t have to pretend to be something that I’m not and some days I am amazing. And some days I’m a wreck. It was that kind of a meme. Those of you who follow me here and also follow me on Facebook, you’ve got that already. You’ve seen it.

So I wish I could express to you the dream and I’m sure many of you have had dreams like that where you’re just so engrossed in it and so enveloped and infused by it that it’s hard to put into words. It is almost the word ineffable because it is hard to explain and you want to go back to sleep when you wake up because it was so delicious and so nourishing to you and and so explanatory! It made so much sense and explained so many things in an instant! You know that dream probably felt like it was a five or 10 minute conversation. It probably only lasted 30 seconds. But in the 30 seconds, or whatever that timeframe was, I got so much out of that dream. It was so surreal and magnificent. And it was so layered and complex. And it just felt so amazing. And so true. It was freeing and it was true. And it was humbling. And it told me that’s why we don’t need to have an ego you know, and that’s why we only need to share what is from our basest essence and what’s the base, you know, like what’s the core of us.
What are we trying to do in this world? With this life? That is what we are called to put out there. Because no one has that same mission and drive and purpose and passion that you have. I don’t think. I think it’s like our voice and it’s like our fingerprint and our eye print. You know, because our eyeballs are all unique. Our fingerprints are all unique, our vocal pattern, our voice. Other people can sound very, very similar, but no one has our exact voice.
There’s a lot that can be done with the vocal scan and voice scans. Medically there’s a lot–scientifically there’s a lot they can do with that.
Well, I find these topics so fascinating. Let me know if you’ve had this kind of all-encompassing kind of dream where you just get maybe that is what people mean when they say they get a download. They get a download all at once and have a shit ton of information. And then they could parse that out and write from it, create music paint from it for a very long time just from that one download. Well, that’s what I feel like I got in that dream. It was just so much! A confirmation we don’t have to depend upon the exterior that we present to the world but we do have to mine our ‘inner soil’ (breath). Till our inner soil with spirit. Get in touch with our soul. Find out who we are–what we’re about on the inside–what our gut wants us to get out into the world. And then just go do that. Love you ALL. Many, many, many blessings.
Transcribed by https://otter.ai and proofed/edited with Grammarly.
Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey
Invitation from William Peters to an exclusive webinar
Did you know that leading-edge research on the Shared Death Experience (SDE) has identified a force that guides departing souls in their transition into a glorious afterlife?
Some call this force “The Conductor.”
Years of shared death studies have shown that “The Conductor” possesses a unique personality and a particular way of ushering souls home.
Please join me and many others for an exclusive webinar featuring the inspiring story of Gloria King, who encountered “The Conductor” over a week-long period during the transition of her beloved husband. Hear Gloria’s extraordinary SDE where she engages with “The Conductor,” whom she calls “The Tall One.”

You won’t want to miss this mind-opening event!
Register for the free webinar here!
During this one-hour gathering, Gloria will share her unique SDE journey, including:
- Her contact, communication and engagement with “The Conductor”
- Her pre- and post-death shared crossings that frame this remarkable SDE
- Her continuing bond with her departed husband
- Her profound spiritual transformations that followed her SDE
In addition, you’ll have the opportunity to ask Gloria questions about her SDE and to learn more about “The Conductor” from my years of research in this emerging field.
Wednesday, May 10
5:30 PM – 6:30 PM PST
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We can’t wait to see you there!
Warm regards,
William Peters
Integrating the Spirals to ease suffering

My online Zoom video course, Integrating the Spirals is helpful now more than ever because I know people are suffering. (Let me know if you’re interested in the Integrating the Spirals course.)
As an empath I want to help ease suffering and raise hope. I want to uplift others and raise our collective vibrations and consciousness. I teach breath work and meditation so we appreciate the value of Detachment. We till our inner soil with our breath and that offers us peace and calm. Meditation is an easy way to Connect us with spirit, higher selves, Omniscience God, and receive personal guidance.
About us
My husband is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (with over 400 original songs). You can view some of his artwork and listen to all of his songs at: http://listen4music.com
Here’s a video of us performing on Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share
I invite you to check out my new metaphysical book–Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. There are two versions (Kindle and paperback) on Amazon: https://amzn.to/3WV68KF

Fractals of Omniscience
In and beyond this magnificent Universe, Omniscience knows ALL. Omniscience is always with you because you are a fractal part of Omniscience. You are truly never alone in this ever-expanding Universe. We are each fractals of Omniscience akin to glints of sunlight on the surface of a large body of water or the rays of sunshine shining upon us.
Fractal of Omniscience. “Spiral Sister”🌀Observer & Perceiver of Energy & Wisdom from Nature. Empath|Author|Connector|Speaker|Singer.❤️🦋🌀🎼〰️🙏🔥☯️
A bit about me, your Spiral Sister
I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.
An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert Advice, Energy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.
Be the best version of who you want to be–who your soul beckons you to be. It’s important because who you are in this world affects us ALL. We Are All Connected.
Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.
Connecting…
I’m on Rumble now! https://rumble.com/v28jhyo-about-control.html
For more about the world as a smaller place when we blog or podcast to a worldwide audience (or vlog on YouTube), spiral thoughts, and deep talks on Spirit, follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/takeonyour
The new book, Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection has launched!
My new book, Blue Eyes, has passed the Amazon review process and is now LIVE (available in paperback as of 11 pm ET last night)! It was incredibly exciting to receive the email notice just before midnight last night and ring in the new year knowing the work was complete! Ha!

The book had to be put on hold for a couple of months because of my husband’s stroke and all the new caregiver tasks and responsibilities of mine (plus I still work full-time too). Thus, I took a week off work—to get the book done—between Christmas and New Years.
Many synchronicities abound and show us God’s grace! We are humbly blessed at every turn, that my husband can walk unassisted (he’s getting a bit better every day), is talking better (clearer, but still with less volume than normal), able to do a little work on the computer (like designing the cover for the book), and re-learning guitar (on a new Spanish acoustic that has a neck that fits in his hand better)!
I’m so excited to release this book out into the world! This past week has really been a birthing labor process to be sure! I knew it might take me a few days, but I had no idea! I used Kindle Create to prepare both the Kindle version of the book and the paperback, and each has their own set of distinct requirements! I see why many authors pay someone else to do this process! Ha!
Every time my husband and I would get frustrated over making yet another change to correct something, I would breathe and remind him to breathe, and I would say aloud, “I am a Technical Writer so I can do this or can figure this out.” Haha! I guess that helped as we’re still here and with hair on our heads too! Didn’t pull it out. (Wink!)
Here’s the link where you can get either or both versions: https://amzn.to/3WV68KF
Please do reach out to me (email or comment below) if you buy it, as I would love to start building a community of like-minds, perhaps on weekly Zoom calls or such?
I am volunteering now too, for Dr. Raymond Moody, author of many great books like, Life After Life, and God is Bigger than the Bible—see how the Universe conspires for our bliss?
Much Love, Happy New Year, and many blessings to ALL!
Be the best version of who you want to be–who your soul beckons you to be. If you’re reading my words right now, your soul is beckoning you to align with it and live up to your highest ideals. Not perfect because who is perfect? Most stagnate or ‘get stuck’ while on their way to being whatever they think perfection is. Making progress is enough. Carrying your Karma lightly is enough. Be kind to yourself while living responsibly. Who you ARE affects us ALL. We Are All Connected.
About us
My husband is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (with over 400 original songs). You can view some of his artwork and listen to all of his songs at: http://listen4music.com
Here’s a video of us performing on Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share
Fractals of Omniscience
Omniscience knows ALL. Omniscience is always with you. You are never alone.
We are each fractals of Omniscience akin to glints of sunlight on the surface of a large body of water or the rays of sunshine shining upon us.
Fractal of Omniscience. “Spiral Sister”🌀Observer & Perceiver of Energy & Wisdom from Nature. Empath|Author|Connector|Speaker|Singer.❤️🦋🌀🎼〰️🙏🔥☯️
A bit about me, your Spiral Sister
I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.
An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert Advice, Energy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.
Be the best version of who you want to be–who your soul beckons you to be. It’s important because who you are in this world affects us ALL. We Are All Connected.
Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.
For more about this blog, how I create digital designs, why I wrote a holistic health book, and more, find me on Facebook, Twitter, and LinkedIn.
Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/takeonyourself/
Connecting…
it is another birthday

Silver Birth was a spirit guide who spoke through Maurice Barbanell
it is another birthday
Even the death that most fear has a purpose
Even death that most are frightened of has a purpose.

Nature has much to teach us. Are we observing?
And while I was watching the sunrise, this man was carving “I Love … ” in the sand. Synchronistically, my cousin Josh had just carved the same sentence in the sand for his beautiful wife, Staci (the day before, on a different beach). I found that intriguing.

How many people are watching you? I bet this unknown man didn’t think many were watching him carve someone’s name into the sand of the beach that early in the morning on July 6th, 2022.
I wonder how many people watched my cousin Josh, carve Staci’s name in the sands of Myrtle Beach, SC — I love that she has this to remember of him (and his love for her).

Such as the waves that wash away the words carved into the sand, our lives slip away one day at a time. https://sheilamurrey.net/2022/07/23/grief-ebb-and-flow-when-loved-ones-pass-away/
If you find it in your heart to help Josh’s wife and children, there is a GoFundMe account, as well as other immediate methods of sending support:
As is my daily Gratitude F-L-O-W practice that I share in Integrated Spiral sessions, I blow a kiss to Joshua (whom I believe is also in the Grand Beyond). Previous post: https://sheilamurrey.net/2022/07/13/observing-grief-comes-in-waves/
Tribute post in Joshua’s memory: https://sheilamurrey.net/2022/07/17/in-memory-of-my-younger-tender-hearted-first-cousin-joshua-wilson/
Fractals of Omniscience
Fractal of Omniscience. “Spiral Sister”Observer & Perceiver of Energy & Wisdom from Nature. Empath|Author|Connector|Speaker|Singer. ❤️🦋🌀〰️🔥🙏☯️
A bit about me, your Spiral Sister
I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.
An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert Advice, Energy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.
Be the best version of who you want to be. As it does affect us ALL because We Are All Connected.
Information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.
For more about this blog, how I create digital designs, why I wrote a holistic health book, and more, find me on Facebook, Twitter, and LinkedIn.
Grief: Ebb and flow (when loved ones pass away)
Grief can be so perplexing… for US, yes, we’re sad. It’s tragic. Often inexplicable. The loss. The gap we feel between when they were here in the physical with us. Then, we can reach for this thought, this sense, that our loved one is in a better place.
But believing (or knowing) is academic and doesn’t necessarily help us change our FEELINGS.
During bewildering times, our feelings can feel:
- Mysterious
- In a fog
- Off putting
- In a daze
- Off kilter
- Or like we’re off balance
It can feel like TIME has sped up or slowed way, way down.
I’ve had to sit with my emotions, in bewilderment, anger, frustration, and confusion during the last couple of weeks in regard to “the letting go” of my first cousin, but also due to the circumstances surrounding his murder. And I don’t want to sit in that upset.

I’ve consciously been working on ways to move through these feelings.
I’ve chosen to work through my grief and look INSIDE of myself as to what makes me put such an emphasis upon “justice.”
Again, as I’ve learned earlier this year:
Feel it. Cry. Let the Energy in motion (emotion) move THROUGH you (not get stuck).
You are loved. So loved. As I’ve said before, we really probably never know how much we’re loved (because most of us don’t love ourselves). But because we are loved, I believe blessings can come INTO us from above, below, beside, outside, and inside.
I believe and sense that collective hearts are with us.
Any perceived loss of life, feels like loss for ALL of us, as I ponder the quote from my dear, minister uncle, here.
Feeling it, the sadness of separation
When a loved one transitions, it is probably an exhilarating and exuberant ride for them into the Grand glorious Beyond, but for US… UGH! It can cause us to feel BIG sadness, and go through stages of grief.
I’m no different than you. I am human and feel all the same emotions, especially when I’m under stress or experiencing turbulent times. I have learned tips and tricks for easing negative emotions, but these are all practices and none bypass or “stuff” the emotions. I believe feeling the need for justice is part of the human experience.
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Omniscience God sees you
Omniscience, an Ever-Living, Ever-Conscious, Ever-Expanding, Ever-Pulsing, Ever-BEing… Energy… Nothing (no thing) happens outside of Omniscience. Therefore, WE are ALL enveloped by Omniscience. And WE are ALL so LOVED!!
We are sorry for your pain.
We are with you in spirit.
There is Limitless, Infinite Love available for you.
You are never really ever alone.
In ALL directions, Above, and Below, as in Heaven, grounded on Earth, WE are there.
Connected
We Are ALL Connected. Yes! We Are All Connected. That was a phrase I heard as a deep male voice in the middle of the night years ago that started my spiritual journey beyond religion.
Everything Resolves to Gratitude.
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Fractals of Omniscience
Fractal of Omniscience. “Spiral Sister”Observer & Perceiver of Energy & Wisdom from Nature. Empath|Author|Connector|Speaker|Singer. ❤️🦋🌀〰️🔥🙏☯️
A bit about me, your Spiral Sister
I would love to speak at your bookstore, crystal shop, acupuncture / chiropractor office, or other holistic / natural fair or festival. I support healthy lifestyle businesses. For information on ALL of my books, visit my Amazon Author page.
An Amazon bestselling author of two co-authored books: Transform Your Life Book 2 Inspirational Stories and Expert Advice, Energy of Receiving, and author of the captivating Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection as well as the incredibly helpful 2nd edition of Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally.
Be the best version of who you want to be. As it does affect us ALL because We Are All Connected.
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