Nighttime thoughts: Reflections on mortality and our Connections


As I was falling asleep a few nights ago, I caught myself pondering on a question. What happens to our atoms, molecules, and photons of light (that each of us are made of) after we die? Do we dissipate or dissolve?

In particular I was musing on what happens to our earthly shell (if one is blown up or depart this earth in some other way where there’s not much left of the body). I thought about cremation. And I considered how our earthly bodies must slowly disintegrate when we’re buried in the earth.

I grabbed my phone, turned the Otter app on, and let it transcribe these seemingly profound thoughts for me. I’d never had thoughts quite like these before, though I did think about mortality a lot after my mom passed in 2017 and my dad passed in 2019. We even wrote a song several years ago on this topic called, The Connection.

Hear The Connection at: https://youtu.be/SqdrU8vM28s?si=ZiViQtA46ddgtHlQ

We’ve performed The Connection Live too (back when we lived off the grid and my son had shaved my head: https://vimeo.com/416782385 is the song, and this was my little intro to the song: https://vimeo.com/416781395

Perhaps, back in 2004 when I heard those words in the middle of the night, We Are All Connected, it was my body talking to me (and that every cell in my body was connected with Richard)!

That the voice I’d heard was somehow uttered back to me? Because Richard and I had been on vacation, and we had experienced such a beautiful night together. I don’t know. But I remember that I felt complete. Whole. And that night was definitely one of the best nights of our life together, yet it was only the beginning!

Continuing on the whole topic of Connection (and possibly the afterlife), Richard also wrote a song recently called, Upload me. I love it! You can hear it at: https://youtu.be/4_hnGJArchM?si=vp5jeQhjNn-hkxwv

And here’s one of my dance/music videos using this song, Upload me: https://youtu.be/ipNeeBtcY_8?si=VWb82jyIO5VE1V2m

Reason for these meandering thoughts

I’m currently editing my 5th book, We Are All Connected. I was hoping to have the manuscript done by now (mid-February 2026), but I think I need a few more weeks. I keep waking up late at night with an idea of how to explain something better, or run chapters back through AI to ensure I haven’t forgotten something. I am using AI to help me reduce the size of the book. You all know how wordy I am. Ha!

I’ve sure written a lot about our ‘connections’:


Integrating the Spirals

I’m encouraging those “over 60” to open to lifelong learning (observe and gently question their pre-conceived beliefs, aka ‘Programming’), become more aware of their thoughts and emotions, consistently move their bodies (too many are stuck in their heads and physically unhealthy), become strong, and resilient in spirit, soul, mind, body. And to question EVERYTHING!

Link to my YouTube channel where you can see the videos: https://youtube.com/@spiralsister

Yours in consciousness-expansion as we evolve and revolve during our mystical awakening. All while doing-my-egoless-best, to take you on a limitless, spiraling thought ride to better health, through doing more with ease, to help us sustain the JOY in our lives! (With lots of Gratitude throughout.)

Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey

The information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

About us

My husband is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (with over 400 original songs). You can view some of his artwork and listen to many of his songs at: https://www.youtube.com/user/richardmurrey

Here’s a video of us performing on Vimeo: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

My books on Amazon

I have four books on Amazon. The two most recent are: Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally and Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection.

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‘Thrive in 25’ – Have you seen THIS? Las Vegas Sphere

I just showed our 8-year old twin granddaughters THIS! They were nearly as mesmerized by these videos as I was when I watched these videos last night! The immensity and scale of the video (especially the robot), blew our minds!

To give you an idea of the scale of the building. this is the outside of the stadium: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3uRvJcM3z8

Here’s the first video I watched (filmed from someone at a mind-blowing concert show in the Sphere): https://youtu.be/TWTeSWBv8Z0?si=HK4yOQlOWoTjUR_M

And here’s another video, perhaps recorded during the same concert:

I think these concerts are the wave of the future! I literally sat here watching them on our big wall-mounted TV last night with my mouth hanging open! LOL

I was spell bound!

Spiral thoughts: To help our girls understand what they were watching, I explained it wasn’t real, but was created like the images in their video games. They play a game called, Palworld. I hope we get to visit the Sphere in person one day for a concert! Heck, I hope Richard and I can create a show like this using all our our original music! Woo-hoo! Now, that’s thinking BIG!

Enjoy! And do let me know if you’ve heard of this mind-blowing stadium in Las Vegas, Nevada.

Everything happens for a reason in the multiverse with myriad sides to every story

Yes, Everything Happens for a Reason in the multiverse and Everything Resolves to Gratitude. Knowing that each of us (as fractals) uplifts my mind and allows me to view life as a lively kaleidoscope grand design that moves about in an ever-expanding, revolving, melodious, consciousness. Even if we have to disconnect from some people, for a time.

Enjoy (IN Joy) everything and love! Be Everything All the Time. Let’s THRIVE in ’25!

Yours in expanding, coexisting (because there’s more than one-side to every story), balancing, spiraling consciousness,

Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey

About us

Richard and I play at the intersection of Energy, Spirituality, Health, and Music, to let FREEDOM ring for ALL! We’re down to earth (even if we are conspiracy theorists), yet not in the ground! We’re just dancing around in rhythm with the mystifying Multiverse… all humble like. But we’re always thinking, onward and upwards, so we keep exploring and creating! 

My husband of 20 years, Richard Murrey, is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (having penned over 400 original songs). Richard’s artwork and many of his songs can be experienced at: https://www.youtube.com/@richardmurrey

And are you following my YouTube channel?

https://www.youtube.com/@SpiralSister

Video of us performing Live: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

All of our 400+ original songs are available for song placement in TV, film, games, etc. Video content creators, filmmakers, podcasters, production companies, deejays, Vloggers, YouTubers, and more can use our original music and songs in movies, TV shows, video intros, and such. We’re also seeking bands to play our songs. If you know of any up and coming musical artist, please forward this blog article to them.

Sheila’s books on Amazon

My meme: Books by Sheila –Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey

I have four books on Amazon. The two most recent are: Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally and Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. I invite you to check them out and leave a review on Amazon for me, if you’d be so kind. Amen. Namaste. OM

The information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

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‘Thrive in 25’ – Art class: Mugs back from the kiln

So, my daughter and I painted these big ceramic mugs (pint size) with glaze (all over), and then with paint. After the paint was partially dry, we etched/dug through the color layer just to the glaze layer (not all the way through). The etching/carving/digging is what I enjoyed most! And here are the finished mugs! Yes, she surprised me by making one for my husband, Richard, with musical note and symbols. I didn’t tell him either. I waited for the days for these to come back from the kiln, so she could surprise him. He was surprised! And of course, I did spirals on mine (for the most part, plus ONE snail… because as I’ve told you before, I follow a kind of snail’s spiral path when it comes to spirituality. Ta-da!

We go to a fused glass class tomorrow night.

Pictures of completed mugs

Here’s where they will sit. Yes, I know they’re hard to see in this lighting. –Sheila Murrey
Side views in better light. –Sheila Murrey
Close up of my mug with the snail. See it? –Sheila Murrey
Inside of the mugs. –Sheila Murrey

Latest music video

I continue learning more about Canva to create new music videos. And I’ve been watching YouTube videos on how to release these to the public and garner more views. However, the latest tip did NOTHING to help this video get views, so… I don’t know. Ha! I think YouTube changes their algorithm often, and one can truly never know how to get more views. Unless you have ideas? Let me know!

I am working on four new songs, that all came from drop-in thoughts, recorded while in the sauna. I posted several of the lines in Suno AI (not all) because you are limited to the number of characters to begin with. So, I split these lines into two songs and from there, I got four different song lyrics to ‘play’ with.

Moonlit Odyssey. –Sheila Murrey

Moonlit Odyssey is ready for me to create a music video. Update: Moonlit Odyssey is now on my YouTube channel as of, March 20th, 2025.

I have other music videos in progress. Sometimes I love the output, but Suno screws up and cuts the song off somewhere in the middle or 2/3 way through and I delete it.

The rewritten lyrics for Moonlit Odyssey are included in the description on YouTube.

If you’re new to songwriting

If you’re interested in songwriting, you might want to check out my husband’s YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/richardmurrey

If you’d like to try Suno AI, you can sign up for free using my link: https://suno.com/invite/@atomicsoundquality3245

I’ve updated the Connect with us section below, so keep scrolling…

Everything happens for a reason in the multiverse with myriad sides to every story

Yes, Everything Happens for a Reason in the multiverse and Everything Resolves to Gratitude. Knowing that each of us (as fractals) uplifts my mind and allows me to view life as a lively kaleidoscope grand design that moves about in an ever-expanding, revolving, melodious, consciousness. Even if we have to disconnect from some people, for a time.

Enjoy (IN Joy) everything and love! Be Everything All the Time. Let’s THRIVE in ’25!

Yours in expanding, coexisting (because there’s more than one-side to every story), balancing, spiraling consciousness,

Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey

About us

Richard and I play at the intersection of Energy, Spirituality, Health, and Music, to let FREEDOM ring for ALL! We’re down to earth (even if we are conspiracy theorists), yet not in the ground! We’re just dancing around in rhythm with the mystifying Multiverse… all humble like. But we’re always thinking, onward and upwards, so we keep exploring and creating!

My husband of 20 years, Richard Murrey, is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (having penned over 400 original songs).

Video of us performing Live: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

All of our 400+ original songs are available for song placement in TV, film, games, etc. Video content creators, filmmakers, podcasters, production companies, deejays, Vloggers, YouTubers, and more can use our original music and songs in movies, TV shows, video intros, and such. We’re also seeking bands to play our songs. If you know of any up and coming musical artist, please forward this blog article to them.

Sheila’s books on Amazon

My meme: Books by Sheila –Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey

I have four books on Amazon. The two most recent are: Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally and Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. I invite you to check them out and leave a review on Amazon for me, if you’d be so kind. Amen. Namaste. OM

The information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

Connect with us

The social channels where I am most active (after thoroughly testing out others in 2024, I’ve dropped a few. My stats revealed almost no one opened my blog posts from Substack, Locals, or Instagram. I still have accounts there but I won’t be posting to those anymore):

‘Thrive in 25’ – New music videos

Things have been moving so fast for us lately, that I probably won’t be blogging about each and every new music video we put out. But if you follow me on Facebook, LinkedIn, Rumble, or subscribe to our YouTube channels, you’ll get notified each time Richard or I publish a new music video.

I would like to thank those of you who listened to all four of the versions of the Intimacy songs. Based on the feedback and comments, I chose to do two music videos for the original song, Intimacy Matters. I have a dear friend, who loves Country Music, so that version was mostly for her. The other two recent music videos are for the original song, Divine Echo.

I’ve also been working on new songs requested by one of the guys in the Bruce Lipton WhatsApp group I’m in, and another in the 4DU Fellowship group I’m in. So, yes, I’m busy and my book is on hold. But I do feel the song and video creation, along with the Book Club and book calls and edits I’m doing with 80smetalman (see his Peaceful Rampage posts for his book, He Was Weird) give me great joy, and JOY should be our focus. YAY!

Divine Echo. Celtic Feminine version. –Sheila Murrey
Divine Echo. Original Celtic version. –Sheila Murrey
Intimacy Matters. Celtic version. –Sheila Murrey
Intimacy Matters. Country Music version. –Sheila Murrey

I’m always curious which versions you like. Richard says I’m going to be a famous Irish songwriter though I don’t live there, yet! Ha! (Not even kidding, he said after he dies I’ll probably move there. Ugh! I told him, “It’s cold enough here! Ireland is even farther north.” But then quickly added, “We’re going together anyway.” –and that’s a running inside joke between us. That we’ll “go together.” Time will tell. I’m sure not ushering it along for either of us!

If you’re interested in songwriting, you might want to check out my husband’s YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/richardmurrey

My Amazon Review for He Was Weird

I’ve submitted my review to Amazon on Michael LeFevre’s book, He Was Weird, but to date it has not been published. When it is, you’ll find it here: https://amzn.to/40FFcSH

The review I sent to Amazon is pretty much the same as I wrote here though: https://sheilamurrey.net/2025/01/12/thrive-in-25-book-review-he-was-weird/

Intimacy Matters

I create all the memes for my work too.

My meme: Intimacy matters. –Sheila Murrey

Do you have a song in you?

If you’d like to try Suno AI, you can sign up for free using my link: https://suno.com/invite/@atomicsoundquality3245

I’ve updated the Connect with us section below, so keep scrolling…

Everything happens for a reason in the multiverse with myriad sides to every story

Yes, Everything Happens for a Reason in the multiverse and Everything Resolves to Gratitude. Knowing that each of us (as fractals) uplifts my mind and allows me to view life as a lively kaleidoscope grand design that moves about in an ever-expanding, revolving, melodious, consciousness. Even if we have to disconnect from some people, for a time.

Enjoy (IN Joy) everything and love! Be Everything All the Time. Let’s THRIVE in ’25!

Yours in expanding, coexisting (because there’s more than one-side to every story), balancing, spiraling consciousness,

Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey

About us

Richard and I play at the intersection of Energy, Spirituality, Health, and Music, to let FREEDOM ring for ALL! We’re down to earth (even if we are conspiracy theorists), yet not in the ground! We’re just dancing around in rhythm with the mystifying Multiverse… all humble like. But we’re always thinking, onward and upwards, so we keep exploring and creating!

My husband of 19 years, Richard Murrey, is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (having penned over 400 original songs).

Video of us performing Live: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

All of our 400+ original songs are available for song placement in TV, film, games, etc. Video content creators, filmmakers, podcasters, production companies, deejays, Vloggers, YouTubers, and more can use our original music and songs in movies, TV shows, video intros, and such. We’re also seeking bands to play our songs. If you know of any up and coming musical artist, please forward this blog article to them.

Sheila’s books on Amazon

My meme: Books by Sheila –Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey

I have four books on Amazon. The two most recent are: Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally and Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. I invite you to check them out and leave a review on Amazon for me, if you’d be so kind. Amen. Namaste. OM

The information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

Connect with us

The social channels where I am most active (after thoroughly testing out others in 2024, I’ve dropped a few. My stats revealed almost no one opened my blog posts from Substack, Locals, or Instagram. I still have accounts there but I won’t be posting to those anymore):

I’m in 4DU Community/Fellowship as a student of Aaron Abke. You can join me there by enrolling on his website: https://www.aaronabke.com/4duniversity/ I am in a couple of the Affinity circles. Also, I am on WhatsApp with my Dr. Bruce Lipton group, and I am part of a Theosophy book club, every other Friday (Let me know if you’d like to join us, it’s currently a small group). At any given time, I meet with a few fellow author and blogger friends on Zoom too, and am willing to speak with you by request. Amen. Namaste. OM

‘Thrive in 25’ – Expanding our consciousness

I curate what I consider to be the most consciousness expanding stuff from ALL that I see. However, I know we each learn at differing rates of speed, so just know, that I am merely a fractal of Omniscience and do not attempt to be your ‘end all, be all’ resource for expanding consciousness on the Internet. But like a broken clock, I’m right twice a day! Ha!

Instead of using the word TRY… I say, “I’m making an intentional or conscious choice to…”

And instead of using the word PROUD… I say, “I am thrilled for you!” (Because no one needs my acceptance or approval and PRIDE comes before a fall.) I always want to have your back, just like the Universe has our back.

I don’t say, SHOULD… like Yoda, I say, “Do” or “Do not.” There is no try. And each of us are a fractal of Omniscience, and doing the best we can with the information we understand at the time.

Looking for new music?

Here’s a new music video from my darling husband, Richard Murrey:

The Why Files

This got me thinking about all the halos over the heads of the disciples, Jesus, and saints, etc. in religious paintings or cave drawings. What if the halo was a representation of what they used to help them breathe in our atmosphere? Or maybe the halo created an invisible shield as a power source for them–and that’s why it glowed?

Also, let me know if you get goosebumps or GodBumps when you watch this. (I did!)

We’re down to earth (even if we are conspiracy theorists) not in the ground yet! Just dancing around in the mystifying Multiverse… and thinking that perhaps, they really do walk among us.

What interests you the most?

Since I was about five years of age, I’ve considered myself ‘strange and unusual’ – how about you? What intrigues you?

I am curious which topic you’d like me to focus on from the list of new categories I want to dive deeper info.

  • Balancing Perspectives
  • Expanding Consciousness
  • Self Reflection
  • Kaleidoscope Method
  • Mirrorball Perspectives
  • Moral Ambiguities
  • Multifaceted
  • Multiverse

Save the date: January 13th

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Everything happens for a reason in the multiverse and there are myriad sides to every story

Yes, Everything Happens for a Reason in the multiverse and Everything Resolves to Gratitude. Knowing that each of us (as fractals) uplifts my mind and allows me to view life as a lively kaleidoscope grand design that moves about in an ever-expanding, revolving, melodious, consciousness. Even if we have to disconnect from some people, for a time.

Enjoy (IN Joy) everything and love! Be Everything All the Time. Let’s agree to THRIVE in ’25!

Yours in expanding, coexisting (because there’s more than one-side to every story), spiraling consciousness,

Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey

About us

Richard and I play at the intersection of Energy, Spirituality, Health, and Music, to let FREEDOM ring for ALL! 

My husband of 19 years, Richard Murrey, is an award-winning illustrator, plus he’s a seasoned guitarist, bass player, and songwriter (having penned over 400 original songs).

Video of us performing Live: https://vimeo.com/416711742?ref=fb-share

All of our 400+ original songs are available for song placement in TV, film, games, etc. Video content creators, filmmakers, podcasters, production companies, deejays, Vloggers, YouTubers, and more can use our original music and songs in movies, TV shows, video intros, and such. We’re also seeking bands to play our songs. If you know of any up and coming musical artist, please forward this blog article to them.

Sheila’s books on Amazon

My meme: Books by Sheila –Sheila “Spiral Sister” Murrey

I have four books on Amazon. The two most recent are: Have Yourself a Wholly Vibrant Life: Reversing Asthma and Other Chronic Illness Naturally and Blue Eyes: Ethereal Messages of Connection. I invite you to check them out and leave a review on Amazon for me, if you’d be so kind. Amen. Namaste. OM

The information provided is for educational purposes only and is not intended to treat, diagnose or prescribe.

Connect with us

The social channels where I am most active: